Like a prism unravelling
At the sight of it's own ugly reflection
Without a care, without a thought;
My heart beats calmly in it's place
And reminds me I'm still here.
My face has aged so many years, I feel I've lived
A few condensed lifetimes and the year's
not even over yet,
Is it brain damage or being stuck in a doldrum?
I dont know and neither does it matter.
My brain is bleeding, my thoughts are scattered
Like a violent death translated
Via zig-zags in a pulse monitor.
Dont let me die without a scream,
Dont let me be this way forever.