You are the one that breaks the Lord Jesus heart.
When he sees you are crying your heart out late at night.
When he sees you are feeling lonely and want to give up.
When he sees you are struggling with moving forward.
When he sees you listen to the lies of evil one about him.
When he sees you are desperately running straight to him.
When he sees you over-come an obstacle here through him.
Christ heart is always for your love and obedience.