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SophiaAtlas Jan 2019
Call me a name,
**** me with words

Forget about me,
It’s what I deserve.
I’m suicidal and depressed
SophiaAtlas Dec 2018
I feel empty
Yet so full
Of emotion

Like the smallest thing
Could push me
Over the edge

What do you do
When theres nothing
But pain
Left inside you

And what if everything
We were looking for
Only existed
In our
Dreams

How do you explain
Something
You don’t even understand
Yourself?
I’m very mentally ill... suicidal...the whole package
SophiaAtlas Dec 2018
Can't run from it
Always a step behind
The worst is i'm trapped
In my own mind

The end is near
I can't keep trying
Stop asking if i'm okay
I'm tired of lying

My fake smile is getting heavy
Eyes can’t hold back
My mind has won
Done living in the black

Going through the motions
It’s almost time to quit
Most fear death
But I pray for it.
I’m suicidal
SophiaAtlas Dec 2018
Hiding the hurt, hiding the pain, hiding the tears that fall like rain. Saying i'm fine when i'm anything but. This ache in my soul rips at my gut. My skin is on fire; i burn from within. The calm on my face is an ongoing sin. The world must stay out; i've built up a wall. My fragile lie will collapse should it ever fall. Loneliness consumes me; it eats up the years. Until my life is swallowed by unending fears. Waiting for someone to see i wear a mask. And care enough to remove it; is that too much to ask?
hey... im thinking of commiting suicide... so i wrote this.

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