eventhough i feel exhausted i cant fall asleep ,
thoughts of you in my dreams i keep,
thinking of something always alteast ,
everytime i try to close my eyes ,
i feel pain i suffer
very loud and extreme,
warmth or cold while trying to decide ,
all of a sudden my stupid mind recites
i dont understand what is going on
with my body my mind at all some point,
then i pick up my phone
to easily change the thought
i think about the laughter,
the sorrows
you have brought ,
i think about the lies
for what you got caught ,
i believe i never could have peeped ,
even though i feel exhausted i cant fall asleep ....