Waiting is the hardest game in the world.
How does one pass the time?
How does one even know what they’re waiting for?
There are so many things to wait for;
Even for that e-mail that says
Yes to some unasked question.
Waiting for answers.
Waiting for responses.
Waiting, simply waiting.
Too many things.
Too many options.
Too many choices.
Issues that pile up.
Factors set in motion
Out of one’s control.
Hope that lingers
Just on the precipice.
Out there beyond,
But beyond what?
And still one waits.
And the waiting gets harder.
The answers that never come.
The sublimation of the tangible
To the reality of the inevitable.
Who knows?
Who cares?
Only the waiting matters.
Taking on a reality of its own.
Setting its own terms
Without regard.
Without feelings.
Without conscience.
Without knowing
That there’s another side.
Without knowing,
Or caring,
That anyone is waiting.
Only the waiting.
And the waiting gets harder.