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James R Dec 2021
Slow and silent
Soft and calm
It takes my arm

Often instant
Sometimes baited
It's appetite not satiated


Plaguing shadow hanging heavy
Darkened eyes - the token levy

And here now amongst this fog
Moods, interests clag and clog

I yearn for this cousin
Now and Him maybe
We shall see.
A poem about sleep
James R Dec 2021
Sitting. Thinking. Doing.
Nothing.
Trying. Failing. Faking.
Something.
Smiling. Consuming. Swallowing.
Everything.
Absorbing. Accruing. Attacking.
Anything.
But soon that
All will
Be
Nothing.
A poem about things
James R Nov 2021
Fat
Thirties now
You sit
All day
Fast food
Short fuse
Damp mood
Hammed fist
Tired eyes
Pale skin
Cold nights
Just him
Pay goes
On ****
they take
You miss
And now
You sit
Alone.
A list
James R Nov 2021
She was like you -
    Never held before.
        My nervous grip brand new

             Not nearly as scary -
           But beautiful.
         Still, I remain wary

     Exquisite beast -
         You need me.
             For now, at least

       As my eyes close -
    I feel.
Relief.
A poem for my son
James R Nov 2021
I never believed in monsters until
I grew up
I didn't flinch or freeze or flee and
I never felt like this

I never had that crushing pain
I have right now
I didn't stare into space whilst
I fussed and faffed

I never thought I'd see this man
I am
I didn't want to consider even what
I would become

I always get like this now though
I host this hated beast
I do hide from the monster now
I gave Him his teeth
A poem about anxiety
James R Sep 2021
What difference can you spot
Between an alligator and a croc
Well first there's colours: light and dark
Which help to set the two apart
Or failing that try this for size:
Open up those beady eyes
And scan the length of your beast
The alligator will be least
Then last of all find jaw and snout
For then you'll know just all about
The rounded face - but don't reach in
He'll snaffle your arm with a top-toothed grin
An animal poem for my son
James R Sep 2021
Wide open eyes
Poor sedatives make
Smearing the guise
Smudging the fake

How long must
I sit and
Wait out trust
The slow sand

Softly trickling down
Now they close
Slips the crown
But I know

It won't be
For more than
This is me
The calm slam

Shut drawing mind
Ever closer in
Til darkness finds
And sleep wins.
A poem sabotaged by sleep.
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