To become who I want to be I must let go of all that I am

Just as a caterpillar must emerge from its cacoon
To become a butterfly
So must I escape who I used to be
to become who I have dreamed of.

how are you?

/i am not happy
nor am i sad
i am nothing and everything all at the same time

i am drifting in a vast sea of nothing
i am drowning
i am suffocating
i am tired/

i'm doing great

person after person
Endless looking
Endless questioning  

Why?
When?

But if only you could see the answers you desire lie within you.

A wall
Surrounding every side
Embedding the ups and downs
Darkness all around

A thought
For a future
Filled with hope
Light surrounds

Maybe this is my way out