Loving you
A poison I would drink with pleasure
Any day of the week

My heart aches for you
but you are nowhere to be found
I will put pen to paper
and write of my love
if you return too late
you can read my last words

Pieces of me
That I gave to you
Keep them safe
Pieces of me
That you took
Don’t return them

I don’t want anything back
They smell like your perfume
Remind me of those temporary moments

They say it is wrongful of me to love you
But I would choose to love you
In every parallel universe
In every time era
In every life
You are not perfect but I have come to love your imperfections
I may not know a lot
But I know one thing
If I cannot have you
Then I desire no one
My heart is burning from the flames
And my tears are making my sight blurry
My mind has become incapable of thinking
And my heart understands no logic
They say it is wrong
To love you
To think about you
To dream about the things we could do together
But love this **** love doesn’t get sense
It remains like a child
Stubborn yet determined

After you left
Only emptiness resides in me
So much sorrow is present
That flowers don’t grow anymore
After you left
I let go of singing
For my voice utters your name in every song
After you left
I lost the spark in my eyes
The joy in my heart
After you left
I stopped loving
Hoping it will stop the pain
To find out that I can’t un-love you

I am happy
We are under the same sky
even if miles away

I am satisfied
We are looking at the same stars
even if they don't remind you of me anymore

I am joyful
We walked the same paths
even if it was for a while

I am grateful
We were each other's happy place
even if it was a passing moment

I am pleased
to have known you

I have been looking
for love
all my life

on bookshelves
and coat hangers

on the back of an old bus
and behind the window of a cafe

on snowy mountain tops
and near the ocean waves

The more I look
the more lost I get

It all seems like a sweet dream
Not meant for reality

Keep my heart safe
I can’t take it back
It only beats beside you

Tell me your sweet lies
Sing me your lullabies

Let me....
Get lost in your fragrance
Print your face in my heart
Drown in your eyes one last time
Let me rest in your arms for just one night  
For I know that you will gone before the next sunrise

One drop...
Two drops....
Three drops.....
My heart was filled with an ocean of love for you

I am sorry
for the nights I didn't sleep
because I was too busy thinking about you
for the people I rejected
because I was still hanging on to you
for the tears I shed
because I was missing you really bad

Darling,
soulmates are like key and lock
you don't need to carve your edges to fit

No matter how far I run
I can't escape the thought of you

Darling, loving you
feels like holding fire in my hands
the only way to stop burning
is to let go

I can drown
In your ocean blue eyes
I can put everything down
just to have you in my arms
I can lose myself
In the rhythm of your laugh

I was born in autumn
maybe that's why
I know how to fall apart
so well

True love
What a mysterious word
Just like a rare bird
I lay in bed for hours trying to figure it out
How it is always a different turnout
I am confused
Yet still amused
I rather break than not feel it
Preferring to misfit but still commit
It has become my dream to have someone
Not knowing that it can’t be just anyone

You dripped all over me
like ink on paper
covering every inch
on my body
with love

Have I left traces on your heart
Because every corner I turn
There is a mark of you there

You were an illusion
I blinked once
You were gone forever

Dear Mr player,
I know you want the best for your self
But please don’t forget you must become the best to get the best
I know you are just playing by your desires
But please don’t overlook the number of people you have made in need of yourself
I know you can’t just wait for the right one
But please don’t underestimate the fact that the right one might have left while you were busy with others
I know you just think of the opposite gender as toys
But please don’t think that everyone will play by your rules.

I let my heart
Become the canvas
I let my blood
Become the ink
I let myself
Write your name on every page

I don't know
who you are
or even where
but I am sure
the wait is worth it
our Lord will make us meet
when the time is right
and we are ready for each other
until then I will pray for you

You slowly drip
from my hand
slipping
into someone else's cup

Its not that I didn't love him enough
I loved him too much

I hide......
The demons I am resisting  
The battles I am fighting inside
because I don't have the energy or the will
to explain to people who don't want to understand
My heart is a battlefield

Speak to me
Let your words fill me with wisdom
Shine your light on me
Let me become a reflection of your goodness
Show me the way
Let me become a server of your will

I was a bird
thought your love acted as my wings
when they were the chains weighing me down

A day will come
when the thought of you
will be the last thing on my mind
and my heart won't skip a beat
when I hear your name on someone's tongue
A day will come
when you will be a stranger
on this road of life
It won't matter if you hold another's hand
and name yourself theirs
A day will come
I won't love you
nor will I hate you
I would have moved
too far in life
for you
or the things you did
to matter