The days are getting shorter....and the nights oh so long
Now I think I know what I am doing wrong....the love that I have for this woman has clouded my mind....thus is the reason I can't just unwind
The things I must do for myself I can't do if I don't clear my head.....then only then my story can be read.....I know what your thinking we have heard this all before.....I have worked on things so this I am sure.....I know it will not take long....after I get her back I will sing her that song.....you know the one..she means so much more than everything under the sun
At night when I look to the sky....I make a wish that I will back with her before I die...I always pick the brightest one cause I know lt is you.....and forever this is what I will do
When the sun goes dim and I am unable to write....I look to the stars and they give me the light
I will ask the almighty to give me the strength to get through this.....for my wish is to At least to enjoy one more kiss.....I hope and pray that I get my chance ......to prove my love is real....and it is more than just how I feel...to lose it forever is not a choice believe me....so now it is up to me and if I can focus on what needs to be done....please just know this I will no longer turn and run

The tears I cry are never heard.....these feelings I have are never feared
My heart it may never heal........this love again I may never feel
The warmth of your touch is what I want in my hands.......as we walk together on the hot white sands
I still feel the heat of your touch ........even though you are far from my clutch

Just a week ago I felt like the walls were closing in on me
Deep inside I knew that your love would set me free
The demons that engulfed me are beaten
The fight within my soul
I knew it was time to take control
Baby maybe you don't know
I used my strength and your love
So I could grow
As I try to return to your life
I would never add to your strife
I am a new man not that I have changed
But the strength within my head has made me a better man
In just a little time
I have beaten alot of things without committing a crime
I love you so much and never gave up hope
I tried to do it faster but at first I couldn't cope
I want to make this the best year ever
I know we can do this as long as we are together

Could I just turn and walk away
Could I just walk away with nothing to say......is it possible to walk away from the one you love......I don't think I could even if push came to  shove....these feelings and the person that I have become.......I just don't know where all these values came from....my heart has so much love for this woman and it runs so deep....the mountains I would climb they are very steep...... but she is  worth every step I take....and believe me the way I feel is not fake.......especially when I know that our future is at stake....she tries to push me away with harsh words and bad talk.....but even with this I could never walk....is there something wrong with me....if I can't reach her....I guess we will have to wait and see...so when the sun refuses to shine....and the moon hides behind the clouds and the stars are nowhere to be found.....I vow to please her and show her that my love is real and true....and I will finish this way before they put me in the ground.....please tell her that I love and miss her....and I will return....before they light a fire and my soul will burn.....in life we all have something we must fight for...it is written.....for each man has at least one..and for me her love is what I fight for

Each and every night I cry another tear.....to never see you again in person this is my biggest fear
My love for you it forever grows.......why it does no one knows
My heart is filled with love for you.....they took you from me this much is true
It was just one but it had a domino effect.......and this my love I can correct
You were the girl of my dreams......all that is left is my silent screams
My love for you it could never die......it was a dream come true like you fell from the sky
You have a hold on me like no one has ever......it must mean we were destined to be together
You say that you lost the love for me.....but a love like ours so how can that be
I love you more than any man can ever ........this bond that we have no body could sever
So now that we are apart at this time.....I know in my heart you will again be mine

As I wait for the bus
Is there anymore to discuss
My brain says yes my mouth says no
I am always over thinking but where do I go
The world is so big but yet so small
The sun never shines on me today
Why is it so dark I can't find my way
I am slipping in a hole
Get a grip god has a plan for your role.

The moon and the stars and the sun......I swore on all that you were the one
You are in my dreams and in my heart....and you always have from the very start
This tingling feeling that I still have inside of me.....you can tell just By my face that she is still a part ....and the whole world can see
Away from her I did grow.......as the love for her did also
Not a woman can compare........without this love it just ain't fare
And so as my soul sits and waits.......love and happiness will come before we reach heavens gates

Seems like forever since I have been away
Thinking about you nothing goes by not even a day
Life with you was my escape from a world that hurts
Now there there is just a hole where my heart was
My mind a blank eyes just a stare
One day maybe it will all come clear.

I woke last night from a wild dream
I saw you and you were running from me a little scared it would seem
Then you turned....smiled and winked at me
You were playing ...and wanted me to follow you
I was quite amused and pretty happy too
This was not any dream it was more of a vision of what was to be
I saw this as clear as day I slipped the ring on your finger and everybody was so happy
I was beaming with joy..I hope I don't sound sappy
This dream kept going forwards and backwards...so I guess
They say things happen for a reason
Maybe things were supposed to go wrong at first so both of us see how we need each other so much
I know you miss me and I really miss you and your touch
It was so strange cause it all seemed so real
Not just the look but the feel

Here it is May 21st the day I was born
Its a sad sad day when you spend it all alone
I sit and I wait for her call as I stare at the phone
It never rings the one only Sound is that of what all my tears brings
I know I am strong enough to just walk away
But for the love that I have for her Its not ok
Listen to me close as I say these words
On this day for the rest of my life I will be by her side until I fly with the birds
There is much work that must be done
Before we can be together forever under the sun.

my love for you i feel it deep inside......and this is so strange because since this pandemic started i am hardly ever outside
these words i say to you are very true....its been 30 yrs or more since i met you
to hear the words to that song it just tears at my heartstrings like nothing ever before
the sun it brightens my soul............. but your love keeps me from losing control
the love i hold is....and always will be in my hand.....and together forever we will stand
before my dying day this will all be made up to you.....because you forever hold my heart and this is true.... the time has come to open my heart and let the spirits fly like they do
i am sorry but this love that i hold deep inside.......means that our love and time together shall never die.
its always true
this love i  hold  let the truth be told ......these feelings i have for you can never grow old
my love for you has always been real....no one on earth can change the feelings for you that i feel...so let the truth be told
one more thing these words must come from my lips.....these three words they must be said....and they must be spoken before i am dead
I LOVE YOU.

As I look deep into my soul
There are things I just can't control
My destiny has been written
By cupids arrow I have been bitten
              My life is in my own hand
           It is for her love that I stand
My life has been full of ups and downs
Smiles and frowns
But as I stand here before you
I will just smile and look ahead this much is true
At the end it will be you and me
And all the haters don't want to see
We will be happy as can be
It will be written for all to see

On a rainy night my hand to the sky it reaches out......on those nights when sky is moonlit and I begin to pout
As it feels if another hand is reaching back.....the sound is silent..and it is kinda eerie.......because of the space between it's rather scary
It may take some time but now more than ever it seems we are connected.......the feeling it's because the spirits are guiding us......and our souls must be perfected
The meaning. That somehow someway. .......We are as one....and the light that is leading us to each other is the sun
For now our destiny has not been fully written......but this is for sure that the love gods all around us they have been sitting
Pateintly we shall wait......for our lives to joined together once again.......and our souls will be ...one way soon drawn together .......for we and it is the stars.....as bright as can be......our bodies will be touched as one ....and forever together forever....the world shall see.

Baby, as I sit here my tears they do still flow....however the thing is I must get up and go
For I am more determined than ever.....if I ever want us again to be together
I will not contact you anymore......till I am ready to knock on your door
This all scares me so much......how I really and truly miss your touch
Our relationship means so much to me .......I am sorry it took so long for me to open my eyes so I could see
I don't know what I was so afraid of baby.......total commitment maybe
Whatever it was that is over I am going to fight to get back what is mine.
Forever in my heart....I will see you in just a short time. T.

My love for you it soars higher than the mountains highest peaks
It is your  happiness that I seek
Together there is nothing we can't do
For your hand I will do anything this is true
I made a mistake and said I would let you go
But both of us know that is something I can't do
I have tried and tried it just can't be done
Because of this there is no more sun
We will join together one more time
Because our love destined from the start
And to tell you the truth it's always been in my heart
So now is the time once and for all
Becauase you and I know that divided we fall

Does she know how much I love her
Does she she know how much I will do for her
I would move mountains for this woman
I would do all I can
I just want to know I really love her she thinks it was all fake
This is much more than I can take
Maybe I made some dumb mistakes
But I love her more than my own life for goodness sakes
I have paid for my errors
So much so i lost my best friend...my lover and my soulmate
I need her back before I reach heavens gate
Neither one of us deserve this fate
I love you and once our eyes meet again
We will have no more pain
I have dug down deep into my soul
I need you back before I lose control
Our lips will touch and when they do
We will find that spark that we once knew.

It seems us good guys never catch a break
You treat a woman so nice and it's something they just can't take
Did she want me to treat her like the rest
I loved her so I just did my best
Maybe she wanted someone to take control
I am not that man I have a soul
To treat someone like you want to be
That's the way mom taught me don't you see
This I guess I will never know
Because I turned around and let her go
As I try to figure this out
I am not going to just sit home and pout
She has me wrapped around her little finger
I must make a stand and not let it linger
My love for her it still grows today
I am a big softy what can I say
She will be forever mine
My friends at work say I will be just fine
But you know what I don't think so because my love for her is bigger than the both of us
More than she would like to discuss
I just can't let it go it was three years of my life
This woman should right now be my wife
To even think you are with another man
that was never part of the plan
It hurts so much to lose your touch
I can't explain I shake and shiver just when I mention your name
But just so you know my love for you was never a game
Your love is always going to be in my heart
I wish we would never be a part
But everyday for the rest of my life I will always be here for you
You and your family believe it because it's true
If you ever need me just pick up the phone
And I will be here for you in a minute
It does not matter the problem as long as your in it
I have been doing real good with my body and my mind
So please contact me and don't be unkind.
I will tell you just this
I long  to see you and give you a big kiss
I make one wish as I look to the sky
I need to see that sparkle in your eye
I miss your smile and I miss your touch
Baby can't you tell that I miss you that much.

time waits for no one and family sometimes is all that you have and that is all......when you get in trouble who do you call?
family is all you can really count on.......people you love sometimes turn there back to you.....true love there is always a hitch....but in there voice you can hear the pitch
the woman i love there is no one that can come close to her.......it is just her touch that perferve that prefer
my heart gets full and my knees grow weak....when ever she is near......let this be known and let me make this clear.......the love i hold for this one woman no one could ever and my feelings you could never steer
the love i hold just for her........is the only love that i prefer
for i stand forever on bended knee .......i hope someday she will open her eyes and see

For this woman I will die.....away so long and I still cry
So she touched me deep down inside....now the lord I will confide
I hear her voice but this is not in my head.....it was something she told me and the last thing she said....so now I look to the sky and kneel and pray .......that I can fix things soon and it will be ok
I don't care what anyone has to say........I love her like no other and I will get her back one day
She is the love of my life and that is no lie...........I must be with her again or forever ill cry
I no longer sleep ....because as soon as I do.....I see her face as clear as can be........I will keep my eyes open ...and try not to scream......and when I awake then I will realize this wasn't a dream

As I look deeply into your beautiful eyes....all I see is the gorgeous moonlit skies
When I touch your silky smooth skin......it leaves me breathless with a childish grin
Late at night when I close them tight and slip off into dreamland..........all I see is you and I walking through the garden of  Eden hand and hand
When I wake the smile that it left is still on my face........and the hurt and the pain has disappeared without a trace.

Last night I felt her ...she was in my dream...but she was with me in my soul......yes I could feel her in a sense... and see her ....she was with me I was losing control
At first I saw her ..and her face was crystal clear the smile was hypnotic.....my mind was in space...the dream it came out of the blue.....now I had a feeling and this how I knew........
She was thinking about me.....good or bad this I don't know.....she is a part of me .......twin flame yes it must be...the dream just lasted seconds .......but all the memories will last a life time
Maybe someday she again will be mine
But for now i will hold on to this dream tight......and go on with stregnthinng my life and never give up the fight.

I woke up this morning and when I opened my eyes all I saw was you......*** I can't believe it can it be true
I pinched myself and I closed my eyes...when I opened them you were gone.......so now I know my love for you is real....so baby it is game on
Right now it has been so long......everyday it plays on in my head.....you remember it's our song....
Dreams ...I hate my dreams because I always must wake up ....and reality hits me real hard......especially when your dreams and hopes are burned and charred

All my emotions have taken control of me
I am on the verge of losing you forever and I am too blind to see
I know no beauty quite like yours
And with that you can open many doors
I am so deeply in love with you that I can't let go
I know deep down that you feel it too
So please open up and give me a clue
I will not let go of my love for you
The emotions of all this
And baby that could change with just one kiss
When I look at your picture they run sky high
Then I think Of what we are going through and they hit an all time low
Time is drifting away from me
The only woman I have ever loved how can this be
I shake and I shiver when I speak your name
I will tell you right now it is not a game
My love for you will not go away
I am prepared to do anything to make you stay
Baby I know you think of me as much as I think Of you
At least in my mind I hope you do
Tonight when I close my eyes to sleep
I will dream of you and try not to weep
All of these emotions and thinking of you
Our two hearts they did beat as one a little stupidity and we are done

For I said my last goodbye
I didn't want to but I had to try
She will always be a part of me
In my heart she will always be
To let her go was the hardest part
So the sun will rise and bring a brand new start
As I live day to day and pretend to be strong
For loving her was never wrong
I did some things that will not be told
For this I will not  be with her and grow old
I just wish for a new start
There is a emptiness in my heart
I don't see it ever going away
I want her to look deep into her soul
And tell me that loving me was wrong
I will never change a thing.....except maybe the part of letting her go...........