Every night I cry
Someone please tell me why
She said it was all fake
How much more can I take
**** it was all real
How can she tell me how I feel please I love her so
That's why I can't let her go
my soul is in a trance
Why can't I get one more chance

The flame in my heart it still burns
The love for you it still yearns
I know now that yours does too
Should I make a move I have no clue
I am glad that my soul was true
Because I saved it just for you
Your hand reached out to me tonight
It gives me one more chance to make things right
So fear not my princess it will be
Together again you and me
This time I will not make a mistake
And prove my love was never fake

her eyes sparkle bright off the glare of the sun....skin glistens like the purest of sands...this love so deep but now it is in gods hands
hair is soft her voice so sweet of that of an angel
just like the song says i don't want to close my eyes...don't want to fall asleep cause i miss you babe and i don't want to miss a thing...my life is a big circle not a triangle..
and forever when i squeeze your hand tight in mine the sky is forever bright blue...the bond that our love has is much stronger than glue
the beat of your heart is the only thing i hear when i close my eyes....even though we are miles apart i see your face when i look to the sky
the tears of joy never ran dry when i was by your side ....always in my heart you could confide
so remember whenever i think of you the skies are always bright blue

i hear bells ring.
so sweet and that of an angel.....i am so in love with you if i was a puppet you would be holding my strings......when i hear your voice inside...... to hold you longer i should have tried
still the bells i hear wedding bells i am not sure......but in my heart i know our love for each other was pure

Since you have been gone my bed has been so cold.. the words from my lips they are getting old
I would love to kiss you one more time...my mind seems to slip it's getting hard to ryhme
You were the only one I ever loved but it's time to let go...it is not easy because I still have feelings this you should know
I wish you the best without me there .  .  My heart still carries my love for you .. please believe this for it is true
If I can't hold you anymore ..I will always remember that is for sure
I leave you now with these three...open your eyes and you will see
You are gone but not forgot....you left me standing my stomach in a knot
I love you forever and a day...not a bad word about you will I ever say.

In my life my heart has ripped
I've  made mistakes and I tripped
But there is one woman that I love
There will never be anyone to take her place
Shes the only one that keeps this smile on my face
I will stand by her side till the end of time
I tell her that I will always be true
Telling another lie this I will never do

You thought I could forget you.....you are my always and forever so how could that be
The love I hold for you I hold it deep within my heart .......and it has been there from the very start
So when I go to sleep or in the morning that I wake....... the love that is in my heart it is with me that I take

Then you lose the love of your life....its like the sun going down and not coming back up and leaving you full of strife
The mask I wear to hide the grief I feel....its been awhile and it's still unreal
The time has come to seize all of it....the woman you dream of she is it
My love for her goes beyond words....it does not matter all the stuff that everyone and the bad that by anyone still heard
My love
It is not easy when the belief is not there ....but the love in your heart is right here inside..    And to know you were not here just for a joy ride
The dream still lives inside

You made me laugh you made me smile you made me cry.....there is one question I need to ask but I don't want to pry
Did you love me this I need to know ... .because when I think of you I start to glow
There is a special place in my heart .....it will always be in there as it was from the start
Look at the night sky you will see us there. ..for our love was special and we needed to share.

My heart was true and pure.......but you did not believe in me and showed me the door
My love for you was sky high......and you turned around and left me here to die
My passion for you was bold and true......your feelings just changed and it was out of the blue
So now the message was sent from above.....it was a whisper about our true love
Thou shall must just wait........your love you both hold for each other it is not at heavens gate..........You shall find each other once again before it is too late....

From the ashes we will be reborn.....and although we are tattered and torn
We are weak and alone ....but as we gain strength..together ...we gather our inner bodies and show each other how much we have grown
You and I are so much stronger together than we are apart......as you know a piece of you still lives in my heart.
So from the depths of hell and back.....we start again and give this one more crack
For this is my dream....and for it to be reality...we must be on the same page it is not as easy as it may seem
But in the end true love will find a way..........so a new path and a new journey it does lead us to a new day.

I am caught in this trap that I am in because of our love.......I hope to break free with a little help from above
I scratch and claw....and I dream and I think......all that has happened just seems to stink
When all starts to look better I hit another wall.......when my life's path looks brighter then all starts to stall
The love I hold for you is a powerful thing......whenever I think of you the sweet red birds sing
All was looking so good and all was going so well with me....then things started collapsing but I couldn't see
The only time things ever went as planned ........when we were side by side and you were holding my hand
Now I will hope and pray........that I can pull things and myself together and find a way
I know one thing that I will always do........to be there forever for you and this is all true
To get out this trap I must be smart.......and think with my mind and follow my heart.

In love sometimes the tears they never dry...the feelings in your heart they stay deep within until you die
The one true love that you have finally found.....then things go wrong and you both know that there will be a next time around
Believe is the word that no longer must be said....the love of my life I shall be with her until I am dead
Time is no issue and neither is the love....know that this love inside was sent from above
All of the signs and the signals from the sky ......i know we will be together until our spirits fly
Some feelings do change when we are apart....but when you look in my eyes they will come back like it was just the start
Like the wings of an eagle and the spirit of the crow.....my love for you continues it to grow
The red cardinal they show us the signs of the ones we have lost...the love that we have shall stand the test of time and at any cost
So late at night while I am still away ....look to the stars and know that I am ok
But beyond the stars and far past the moon .......there is my heart as big as the sun....so that only proves that you will be in my arms once again before it is said and done.

I have been staring at the clock on the wall
It hasn't been moving not at all
Time stands still or so it seems
It never stops only in your dreams
It is ticking like a bomb
I must do something and do it fast
Life is short on time so make it last
if you have the love of  your life
You must make her see
You will do what you must so she won't flee
When the clock stops ticking we will be gone
Keep love in your heart until you move on

In my eyes I have seen lots of things
In my eyes I've seen diamond rings
In my eyes I've seen lots of cheers
In my eyes I have had lots of tears
Lately the tears have come aplenty
Not this much since I was twenty
In my eyes I have seen lots of woman
Only one kept them open
In my eyes I have seen lots of grief
Some was beyond belief
In my my eyes I have seen an angel
She touched my heart like no other
In my eyes I have seen a way back
I think I will give it a crack
Although my eyes have seen such things
No one knows what tomorrow brings

She is the most important person in my life..........and I want to make her my wife
She is so upset with me and I don't blame her....she does deserve much more than I can offer
But one thing I can give is my undying love.........she is my greatest gift in life that the lord has ever Givin.

Here i am ...they say Just forget her
They say Just move on
If you love somebody would you
If you love somebody could you
She is my heart
She is my soul
Our life together is all I know
It's written on my face doesn't it show
I know she is thinking of me
At least I hope this to be
Shes In my body and in my soul
I hope this depression does not take its toll
I leave you now with just this
I can't stop thinking of her gentle kiss

why did this happen to us
Was it all my fault was there another reason this happened
Did the lord want to teach me a lesson
I am just glad it didn't involve a smith and Wesson
I think about her 24/7 every minute of everyday it didn't have to end
I hope she feels the love I send
Everything i own is full of tears
It was one of my biggest fears
To lose the only woman I have ever loved
In my dream I had last night you and I had our final fight
But in that dream we cried so hard
Then we held each other so tight
And we layed in bed and snuggled all night
I realize that was just a dream
I got so mad and started to scream
I know I had to let you go
I will always be here for you just to let you know
When you lay there in our bed
Look to the skylight I will be there
One of those stars over your head
I will never forget all the fun I had with you
It just really ***** that we are through

My poems are my dreams
My music is my escape it seems
For my mind it tries to ease
And my heart it tries to beat
My soul is at a standstill
For the one I love
Is far from me at will
I have made a wish
For it will not be long
As long as I remain strong
her lips I will kiss
Be still in the night my princess
Your prince will return to you
For it is my heart in which you possess

when we were together everyday was christmas this is true...........the love we had and how long it would last i never had a clue
one thing i could tell you it was burning in my heart and in my soul..........the feelings i had for you i had no control
my love for you it would always be here....... what i felt inside  was always crystal clear
i never thought you would leave me and now that you have...piece by piece it is all falling apart........i tried to stop it but it was not to be.........it was out of control and i could not even see
my love for you it was larger than life and bigger than us......

It all happened in one night
Ooh baby what an awful sight
The first day it felt like a trip
Who would ever she would flip
Being alone is not a happy place to be
It's terrible to be lonely
Yourself to talk to only
Sure I could get another woman
But there is only one for me
She is the fairest in the land can't you see
But she is far from my reach
And this test that you must teach
My heart still skips a beat when I talk of her
To be by her side is what I prefer

Oh my sweet how do I go back
Erase it all before I crack
Yes I did tell a lie
Baby why in the world did I make you cry
It's so hard to  say I don't care
When I look around and all I see is your  tears
Try to drown myself in a few beers
I could not live without your love
Because my princess you were sent from above
As I try to clean up my act
You and  i will stand the test of time
It's just a bump and that's a fact
As we pick up the pieces and put our lives back together
We must realize you and I are the best ever.

There is a fire within my heart.....I have felt it from the very start
Just from the look in her eye....the love that I have it grew sky high
She is the one I know......you could tell that just from my glow
The rest of my life I will stay......how many words must I say
Beautiful sweetheart I love you......when you look into my eyes.....you will know it's true.

The day went dark the night was light....it was an extremely ungodly sight
I was so afraid it was so unreal......was it all in my mind but how do I feel
The ship was sinking but it stayed afloat......it kinda made me smile but I am not one to gloat
The breeze was cold but it was warm as hell......what is happening in my mind I can't tell
All I can feel is you and it scares me so bad.....I cannot see you so that makes me sad
The woman you are that is what I am drawn too.......something inside tells me that you feel it too
Now the time is almost here......I must stand up tall and show how much I care
Time is against me this is what I fear......you are the only soul I am not willing to share
I will reach down deep within myself.....and I know for sure I will take our love off that shelf
And with this one last chance........I will make you so happy that together we will sing and together we will dance.

Right now  I feel like I just got shot
Alone is how I feel this is not what I sought
I must break these chains
That are holding me down
Or I will end up like that water going down all those drains
One single teardrop today fell from my eye
Just.   Like that quick rain that falls from the sky

Never in a million years did I think it would happen to me.....but it did I slipped and fell in love.....it was not cupids arrows but like lightning bolts from above
This was not any ordinary love it was sent from the heavens
It was a love like I have never seen before ....it shook my heart right to the core
So in order to reach that feeling once again I must recapture this love for her beauty was beyond compare......and her love was something I would never share
For she is so deep within my heart......and for which her love I could never part.

I can't stop the tears as they flow
It looks I will not be able to give it another go
The woman that I love so much
She doesn't even want my touch
I know there are many woman out there
But none of them are her and I don't think they could even make me care
My love for her was never fake
I guess I just wasn't good enough
I loved And respected her and her family
Loved them as they were my own
I know these feelings I have right now are because I am sad
I could never really get mad
Not at her she was my life and still is
I will never Take off this ring
And the memories I could never erase
They were the best in my life
I don't know if I will make it
All I know is her I will not I cannot
Did she ....would she ....will she
I guess I will never know or will I ??
I guess in my tears I will drown
Before we even saw her in the gown
Please tell her I will be here for her till the end of time
I want her to always know my love for her was forever and it never ends
My love never breaks and it never bends

The sound of music I can barely hear
The Angels voice is crystal clear
She said to me listen my child
For I have an important message for you
The woman you love is drifting away from you
To return the magic to the  land
You must do all that was planned
It won't be easy for she has lost her trust
To stand tall at once this is a must
So to dig down deep I will and follow my heart in front of her
I kneel and pray that I will find my way
Into her heart and into arms where I will stay

Our life changes from day to day..... sometimes we forget what role we play
In a blink of an eye it could all be over and done....so what ever you do please always make time for some fun
We fall in and out of love ...unless they were sent from the Lord above
There will be days when you don't  want to live....reach down inside and learn to forgive
Your life was made to be lived.....you make mistakes as we all do.......I have made many believe it cause it is true
So live all your days as if they were your last ...love for today and not for the past
There is always more room in my heart....and that big piece will stay there till I am wheeled off in a cart
Deep in my soul is where it began....I could never remember the reason I ran