I can never doubt you
I can never really live without you
My heart is so true to you
The lies were never meant for you
I must open up to you
Never again to be blue
I will never again wrong you
For my love was made for you
My body and my soul as I lay down for you
I vow from this day fourth for it is my word I give to you
To always live my life with and for you
To fight by your side all the evils of the world
And to give all the love i have to give just for you
Because my love will always be you

In my life my heart has ripped
I've  made mistakes and I tripped
But there is one woman that I love
There will never be anyone to take her place
Shes the only one that keeps this smile on my face
I will stand by her side till the end of time
I tell her that I will always be true
Telling another lie this I will never do

A smile has returned to my face
What I thought was gone without a trace
The door that shut is open a crack
Now is the time to get on track
To get my baby back in my arms I know it's gonna take some   time
To make everything right
But I will make that sparkle in your eyes return
And you baby will be my guiding light

The flame in my heart it still burns
The love for you it still yearns
I know now that yours does too
Should I make a move I have no clue
I am glad that my soul was true
Because I saved it just for you
Your hand reached out to me tonight
It gives me one more chance to make things right
So fear not my princess it will be
Together again you and me
This time I will not make a mistake
And prove my love was never fake

Here i am ...they say Just forget her
They say Just move on
If you love somebody would you
If you love somebody could you
She is my heart
She is my soul
Our life together is all I know
It's written on my face doesn't it show
I know she is thinking of me
At least I hope this to be
Shes In my body and in my soul
I hope this depression does not take its toll
I leave you now with just this
I can't stop thinking of her gentle kiss

The depression grows more each day
Everyone they think I am ok
The smile I wear on my face
Is just a mask that I wear so Noone knows
Behind closed doors is where the tear flows
I do not think I can go on
Playing this game and the feelings I have because she's gone
Please believe me when I say
I think of her each and every day
Writing these poems is keeping me sane
And getting me through all of this pain
My heart it aches for my love
Each and every day I pray to the lord above
That she will call me or reach out in some way
For now I sit and I wait
Hopefully soon but it's never too late
As long as we breathe we can get back together
Like we both said we will be forever

Today I am sad beyond words
To be without my baby on Thanksgiving  is for the birds
I will be with family and with our friends
I just don't know how the day ends
We used to go out and have a big spread
Laughing and joking like the story read
I wish her and her family the best
After the day I will tell you the rest

I am still so in love
And I thank the Lord above
Just to give to me the chance
To be with the most beautiful woman and dance
I hope that one day soon
She will show me some more moves
That makes all the neighbors swoon
This woman that I love
Is so precious like the white dove
I  just want another chance
To get together and just Dance
Because I love this woman just so much
And I miss her gentle touch

I am  laying here my leg in pain
And thoughts in my head driving me insane
All of a sudden a show I do see and it so happens it's about you and me
Not on TV but here in my mind sometimes what I see I wish I were blind
For in my heart What little that's left
Is ready and waiting for your next theft
My lips they await
That beautiful smile and that gaze in your eyes
God only knows when that will arise
So sleep well tonite my pretty little Angel
For the sun still shines on us as a whole
And left the door open for my heart that you stole

My emotions seem to be getting the better of me
I am still madly in love with her can't you see
I guess I just sit and wait
For the love for her may seal my fate
It is crazy how my feelings are still so strong
But together we belong
I am hoping she is missing me
Time will tell wait and see
I don't even know if she is reading these
If she is come get me Please
I sit alone and write poems and dwell on the sadness that has become my life
I hope her and family have a nice Thursday
While I stay in my room and waste the day
I would never ever put her down for on her head she wears a crown
Forever she will be my princess
I will kneel for her love
I have seen the signs from the lord above

As this holiday comes our bellies will be full of turkey and minds on football
Friends and family will gather round
In the corner alone I will be found
Sitting by myself with a heart of grief
And a mind full of disbelief
On Thanksgiving day I would be with my baby
Laughing and joking with a heart full of joy
With all her family and her baby boy
This holiday season must be the worst
All my feelings will come out first
I feel like crawling in the corner to cry
And stay there all day until I am ready to die
I do not know how she will feel
On this day  me I can't deal
On thursday I wish her the best
While I curl in bed and get some rest
Please baby the times that we had never forget
I know I will never I have no regret

As I lay my head on my pillows
I remember the days at the Salem willows
You had beat me at ***** ball
And we ate goat and all
I will keep all the days with me as I sleep
As I pray the lord my soul to keep
All I see when I am in dreamland
Is you and I walking hand in hand

As I look into the sky
A sudden tear falls from my eye
I remember when we were in bed
and fireworks were overhead
That night was unreal
Just like the way I feel
About everyday and everynight with you
The fireworks were always there
And I hope you know I really care
Everyday was the fourth of July because of that sparkle in your eye
That sparkle I would **** to see
Because it shined just for me

The fireworks will return to the skies
As soon as I look into your eyes
I will remember every day
Because the memories of you are here to stay

The darkness starts to surround me
If it wasn't for her light I could barely see
The loneliness that's beginning to engulf me
I am afraid that alone forever I will be
The fire in my heart still burns but what if the flame goes out
Does she still love me or shall I just pathetically pout
The feelings of this cloud my mind
I know that I am not unkind
I just grew weak and my mind slipped
I wish my will was better equipped
must i find my own way out of this
Or will she extend her hand
I guess that's a loaded question either way I hope on my feet I do land

As I smoke my last cigarette
No need to sit here and fret
My life is going nowhere fast
All I do is dwell on the past
I love this girl just so much
And I would do anything to feel her touch
With her eyes of brown and hair the same
And I am sitting here playing a game
I am not the kind to go and stalk
I am the kind that lowers there head and takes a walk
As I look into a star
I kindly ask where you are
It is so scary to be all alone
I want to just pick up the phone
I know I must let her be
To make up her mind if she wants to be with me
I said it before and I will say it again
I will love her till the very end

She was my best friend my lover and my soul mate
Why do we deserve this fate
My love for her is all I had
Why did we end up so sad
Although there is not much hope I will hang on to what I have and try to cope
People tell me I must move on
But I can't even believe she's gone
I will keep faith alive
While I sit here alone and try to survive
Was her love as strong as mine
I'll wait and look for the Angels sign
If it was meant to be
She will come back for me
My heart will beat just for her
I will wear a smile That's for sure.

I reconnected with the girl of my dreams
The fire was still burning at the seams
Soon I uttered one fatal lie
It was my undoing
I couldn't tell you if you asked me why
But this love of mine
She is so beautiful and so fine
I write most of these poems for and because of her
With the hopes that she will see
That my love is as strong as her love for me
I'll cross the sea climb over mountains and do anything just to by her side
To show her that this was more than a joyride
There is one thing she must know
I will be here till the end of time
If she needs me anytime,anyplace,anywhere
My love for her it will never die
Like the tears that continue to fall from my eyes

I must say these words
If I am to get back the one I love
First I must love the one within
Shed my sadness for just a bit
So I can gain inner strength to begin
I must look inside myself
Before I end up on the shelf
I have been talking about life and death
I will always love her till my last breath
I hope she sees into my soul
Before this stress takes its toll
My life is in my hand
I will not let this make it my last Stand

My poems are my dreams
My music is my escape it seems
For my mind it tries to ease
And my heart it tries to beat
My soul is at a standstill
For the one I love
Is far from me at will
I have made a wish
For it will not be long
As long as I remain strong
her lips I will kiss
Be still in the night my princess
Your prince will return to you
For it is my heart in which you possess

My heart still tries to beat
Even with all the heat
My head is still in the game
Even  when I can't remember my name
My body is weak but I can still walk
My tounge is tied but I can still talk
I still believe that it will be
That if I stay strong
She will be back with me

To say goodbye is the hardest thing
With sadness my heart sings
Did she find someone new
To take my place I have no clue
The tears will fall from my eyes
Like the rain from the skies
I will never love again
My heart has been shattered
For the first and only time
This was my only love
I know she came from the lord above
I say goodbye to you my sweet
Forever my heart will never beat
My beautiful princess you made me whole
Now I am left with no soul
Now I leave you with these words
You will find me soaring with the birds
If you want to find me look to the skies
For you will be looking in my eyes

I write with alot of anger built up inside
I know I really should have never lied
But my heart is filled with love for this girl
She is and always will be my world
If she would only listen one more time
She would again be my mine
But there is something clouding her head
This feeling I have I would rather be dead
But thinking now could I have been wrong
My love was so strong
But one lie changed it all
Now my heart is left in pieces
I don't know how she feels
She won't even tell me so my head reels
I know I will always be here for her till the die
The big question is always going to be why

Life ...it isn't fair
Life...why do I care
Life...what does it mean
Life...when was  it last seen
Life.....she was the only one
Life....there will never be another
Life.  What have I done
Life....where is the sun
Life has its ups and downs
Smiles and frowns

It's raining in my head again
All these emotions when will it end
It's all bottled up inside
Just like the one with the message that washed in with the tide
The feelings that are trapped in my mind
The emotions of hearing one of our songs
And just stopping and sitting nowhere and wondering where one belongs

I am going to give this another  try
For she is my only love that is the reason why
The magic that was in our love
Will soon return with the help from the lord above
When we look into each other's eyes
It will take us up so high into the skies
The fire in my heart it still burns
Can't wait to see her smile when she learns
Our lips will meet
The moment will be so sweet
For if it were not for dreams our lives would never be
And the love that I have for her is never-ending can't you see
The magic that is our love will be forever known

On my finger I wear this ring
Forever love it does sing
She gave it to me on Christmas day
It showed her love in every way
It will never leave my hand
Even if I make my last Stand
I wear it true and wear it proud
I love you baby I'll say it out loud

We held each other oh so tight
We held each other every night
We held each other till the morning light
Those nights have gone for now but they will return I know this in my heart because it is right
We held each other anywhere and anytime we could
We were and are the perfect couple
This I do believe that when our souls met there were no stronger two
We held each other under blue skies
We held each other where the Eagle flies
We will hold each other again there will be no more lies

I am falling apart at the seams
Talking about the girl of my dreams
I want to make sure you are ok
With that being said
I am losing my head
I cannot take much more of this
All I can do is dream of the kiss
This kiss of yours makes me high
Higher than the planes in the sky
I will keep writing these poems till I die
For the love of my life is the reason why
She is the inspiration to for all of it
So I will keep on writing for a little bit
If you get tired of my theme
Things are not always as they seem

I wake in the morning and all I can think of is you
It scares me just to think of being
Alone without you it's true
I don't want to live to waste another day underneath the shadow of mistakes I made
I want to be with you every minute of every day and these feelings will never fade
Every word I write or things I recite are from my heart
As the story is told these poems and such we will look back and know we were never supposed to be apart
Even now my love for you it grows
Everybody in the world including you knows

This maybe is my Swansong
Because I don't know how long I can hold on
I wrote these so she could see how much I loved her if I am gone
I am just thinking ahead
Should something happen and I am dead
I am in a place I don't belong
I hope I am not there too long
If I end up here to long
This will be my Swansong

I try to be silent while we are apart
My voice must be heard because it comes from the heart
We must work close together for a brand new start
We both know it will be hard
And you my princess hold the trump card

Forever is a mighty long time
But I will wait for you as long as I can rhyme
Forever the love for you is in my heart
Forever I said it from the very start
The shows I watch and songs I hear
Tears fall from my eyes Because I care
Forever it will be and it is just not words
Our love will soar just like the birds
You and I said it together we will be with each other
Forever

This is so unreal
I just don't know what to do
I am thinking but haven't a clue
My mind is blank body running on empty
All the time thinking your love is the key
Walking down that same highway
It's dark and cold but I have faith that I will be with you any day
The road is long and the ground is cold
We must get back together before we get old
It won't be easy but if you believe like I do
It will be better this time around It's true
As I try to clear my head
I better do something or I'll end up dead
My life is in your hands I hope you understand
Nothing that happened was ever planned

You are always close to me
You are in my heart and in my phone
You are in my head you are in my soul
You are everything to me
Everywhere I go everything I do
You are with me do you have a clue
You are so beautiful to me this is true
I know in my heart that I am with you too

Don't you see I can't move on
I have been so miserable since you've been gone
My lifes been turned upside down
I need your love to be me again
The man I was way back when
When you are in my life I am whole
Without you I have no soul
You brought me to life as I did you
A feeling that we both had
I need you now because I am so sad
I know you feel it too
We need each other so we will be no longer blue

I have all the pictures that we have ever taken
All the memories never mistaken
For our love will live forever and the times that we had are in there too
We must make more but first we
deal
We sit down and talk and then we start to heal
We must be strong
Together we belong
It is hard for both of us
So we need to hold on to each other
There are things we must discuss
It will not end on this day
Because we love each other in every way
I love you and you love me
After we talk together we'll be
I want you in my life
Being away from you cuts like a knife

Her face Is that of an Angel
Her skin smooth as silk
Her eyes gleaming like stars in the sky
Her body moves like the waves in the ocean
She is the most beautiful woman
That has been put on the planet
If for my eyes only
Her heart as big as an island
The love of God is in her soul
To be a savior is her goal
She has been sent from the lord above
To share her love with me
It is the only key
If she could only see
This love for her that I carry with me
Because she is heaven sent
Together she and I
Forever is what the Angels meant

The days are getting very short and the nights are way too long
I miss my baby too much for me to prolong
This is a must it is so in God I trust
I miss her voice I miss her touch
I just miss her way too much
The gentle way she treated me
If she could open up her heart and give our love a brand new start
I'll make a promise that I will keep
To always be a soul so true
To be the man she always knew
Baby with your eyes so brown
Let's turn that frown upside down
To make a smile That's beautiful on your face
The worries will be gone and leave no trace

Today when the phone rang
To my feet I sprang
Much to my surprise
I thought it was my love
The one that was sent from the lord above
It was a sign to work much harder
The Angels told me what to do
They whispered in my ear
And told me in my eye there was a tear
Then told me not to cry
Here is the reason why
She will be yours once again
But we can't tell you when
Just be good in your heart
Keep your head up that's a great start
When you wish on a star
The girl you love won't be far

I will be a man on a mission
Because of what I have done
To a woman I love with no condition
My love I need you back
You belong in my arms
So I can keep from life's harms
My world has been upside down
Ever since that miserable day
I will try till my dying day
I will better myself in every way
I hope she will understand
That I am her loving man
Yes I made some huge mistakes
But I will do whatever it takes
So our hearts are safe from breaks
I will try to make her see
That our love was meant to be

The tears they flow like a waterfall
The thought of not being there at all
This time of year especially is hard
The house was filled with love
From the family and the Lord above
You and me we had so much fun
Gingerbread houses and some spiced ***
My heart is heavy my tears they fall
If I don't make it through...... happy holidays and God bless you all

to hold you now i would start to cry
We both know the reason why
Because I love you oh so much
And I miss your Angelic touch
For you are the love i cherish
To be with you again is my only wish
It is so sad to be apart
I have this aching in my heart
You are my Miracle this is true
Without you I would be forever blue
Listen baby to what I say
To me you are perfect in every way

I always said I would never change never for anyone period
But change I did for her I would
She touched me like no other
She touched me just like the love of my mother
She touched me in different ways
She touched me everyday
She touched me even when she's away
She touched me with her kiss
She touched me how could I ever miss
She touched me why did I do wrong
She touched me and been gone too long
She touched me with her eyes
She touched me under blue skies
She touched me where have you been
She touched me..... I long to be together again

Right now life has got a deadly grip on me
I am afraid I will fall too deep can't you see
She must find me and lend me a hand
And lead me back to the sand
Believe me I am slipping fast
I am strong but how long can I last
My head is just a blur
My heart is torn but what's left is just for her
This grip that life has on me
She needs to grab my hand and set me free
Free from the hold that life has got on me
If I slip anymore I am scared that there will be no return
For the fire in my heart it still burns
So if the sun will continue to shine
She must come and save me and everything will be just fine

I'm hurting so much inside
My time I will bide
My head is in a spin
How come I never win
I think it's my turn
To show that I belong
This is taking so long
Now i see the light
I'll never give up this fight
She is the my soul mate
I will show her where I rate
My will is fading fast
We must forget the past
we must think ahead
Our future together has been read
We will be as one
You and I under the Sun

I wish I woke up and it was all dream
Then all I could do is scream
Life is short so make every minute count
I try but all the sadness is beginning to mount
I feel it and write it down
I  smile but I know I am wearing a frown
The story I hope will be a happy one
Maybe I'll have a real smile before it's done

The past few days the Angels gave me hope
Before I ended up using this rope
They gave me signs that my baby is not far away
And could I  hear from her any day
She showed me how to look at these little things
And told me the Angels were telling us what life brings
I believe because of her
There are so many different signs that they show
Too much for us to even know
So now I wear a smile
For i can hear the Angels voice

As the leaves fall to the ground
I look but you cannot be found
The trees are bare and it gets so Erie when you are not around
It's getting so cold and the warmth is gone
It's getting so bad I am afraid I can't go on
Hopefully  she'll find me before I fall
if I can't walk I will crawl
The sun will always shine when she is with me
For it was written and meant to be

She is my best friend
She said it would never end
She is the love of my life
She was soon to be my wife
She is as beautiful as the summer moon
She is precious as so to me
She is a princess for all to see
She is smart and oh so strong
She is the sweetest as can be
I hope she spends her life with me