As my day winds up...my mind a blank ..my stare..dark and twisted....I just cannot figure it out I am hurting so bad inside......I ***** up one thing and I want to run and hide...stand up ...stand up don't back down ...don't run and hide...you are making yourself look toxic...she says you are.... how could this be....you are doing so good just wait and see
I will not give up the fight ....why should you...for this love is ....true...it's not toxic.....I must just rest haven't been able to sleep since yesterday....when my head went blank...must you just walk the plank...I don't think so ....baby our love is not toxic ....it's real and it's true......when you said those words to me my head hit my shoe....I will not hang my head ....I will not run and hide ....my time I will bide...for our love is not toxic.....as my tears fill my cup ......I will never give up
For I know deep in my heart that our love is not..........toxic

The leaves will fall to the ground as the world spins round and round the beauty of love will be found when life itself gets you down please dont greieve or even frown take that smile and turn things around all your world will be unfound peace and love to you all keep it together and you will never fall.......as the leaves they fall we will remember it all......and if you start to stall just think of me....and you will always stand tall

On this clear and very hot night I can count the stars in the sky .....there is a big smile on my face and listen close I will tell you the reason why
The woman I love is starting to see the signs that I could see...although it is not as clear as I hope it to be ....one thing we both see is together is a great place to be......just for the two of us to watch the sun rise and set together would be so great ..........for her to be in my arms again I just can't wait.......for many months these tears have fallen from my eyes .....just like raindrops from the skies....the signs are there we both can see..........for in her heart she holds the key.....to look her in the eyes and tell her how I feel .....and tell her how my love was always real....there is a place it is in my heart .....just for her and it always was right from the start
It is a place only she can be .......and always and forever she will be a part of me....

As I stare through life's window I thought the dreams I had were shattered .....but what they were only a little torn and tattered.....to fix these dreams is my will.......to be together forever I believe it still....my love for her has withstood all......for my plans I will not stall...so as the sun it rises and the stars that shine forever baby you will be mine.......

Her eyes were gleaming from the bright sunrise.....her hair moving with every shift of the powerful summer wind....her moves swift and gentle with the likes of that of a cheetah...as she gently grabbed my hand..and pulled me toward her ...my body was moving like the gentle flow of the stream...I was just mystified by her beauty.....she held me close and softly whispered in my ear......I need you ....as I stood there kind of in a trance....I looked in her beautiful sparkling eyes and told her that .....I need you too baby ....not just for today ...but forever......as she looked at me ....one single ...teardrop fell from her eyes...her smile that could light a million rooms was there .....and as bright as can be....as we stood there embracing one another......the sound of a song in the background whispered through my ears.....it was a song called.... I will follow...and every word of that song rang true .....especially on this day....I know it was a sign from the heavens above.....that we both already know that her and I are destined to be together forever because it is true love...

On this warm summer night the tears started to flow
The love I have for her I must show
These strong feelings I have for this woman they could never be expressed by a single  word.....she has the softest Angelic voice I have ever heard.....the work I must do is getting easier because of how I feel........it is too good to be true not to be real.....for months now I have been searching my soul.....the time is upon me to reach this goal
Knowing all of this is keeping me from losing control.....my mind and my sights are set......to this achieve this goal is a good bet
God willing and the strength of my body and mind........the power within me I will find
I will not give up nor give in......for very soon our future will begin
This journey I have been on has reached its limit.....for I have realized what I wanted and needed all along the woman that I love......that was sent to me from the lord above
Now to sit on the Island hand in hand and watch the sun set or rise......this woman that I love is my biggest prize

I woke last night it was another dream of you
I saw the tears as they rolled down your face.....It was surreal it had to be true....as we are apart I feel this force pulling ...grabbing...and dragging me back to you....and the dreams they are the clue....... that my love for you is real and true I kept trying to hold you ...but I could not get close enough...... the tears continued to fall that's not  the worst of it...I called to you but you stared into space ...Crying and I heard you were calling my name........our feelings I know are the same......we must forget whose to blame .....for it is true love ....those tears of love they touched my shoulder as if you were leaning your head .....but you.....were what seemed miles away....the nightmares they must go away .....for our love is destined to stay....as I finally reached you as you lay in bed with the water flowing from your eyes...I wrapped my arms tightly around your whole body and you leaned your head upon my shoulder and the tears stopped falling .....all of a sudden your smile lit the dark room......and there we sat until the sunlight started beaming through the skylight.....forever and a day we will always be together and forever sleep tight

To be in love is a glorious place to be.....It is not just a feeling but a state of mind also......the good days and bad you must work on this so your love will continue to grow.....the world is a scary place but if you are with the right person it can be oh so beautiful......when your eyes capture the most beautiful smile ....and you stare into her eyes and they instantly captivate you......you will know......these are some of the things that true love brings......with no words as you look into each others eyes you will hear the birds sing.....the sweet sounds of this will remind you of that very first kiss......how you felt inside.....and slowly your heart will start to glide....so now when that full moon rises look to the stars .......and remember only true love can heal those scars.......

The sky once again is blue and the sun is shining bright......and it is so beautiful just like you.....when the night comes the stars shine as bright as that sparkle in your eyes....your beauty stands above the moonlit skies....for my mind is clear and I stand tall and wait patiently for our hearts to be as one....almost time to shed some light on my short journey....with every moonlit sky and as the sun sets on the ocean......my love for you grows higher than any mountain top in the universe....and the shining of the stars at night will erase any curse......that's fallen upon us.....and soon we will walk the island hand and hand.....just as he has planned

Soon the leaves will start to fall
We must crank up this passion or we will lose it all
When the cold wind blows I feel the warmth of your body slowly caress mine
With every movement and with every sign
Our love was meant to be .....and was meant to last through the  good days and the bad......I never meant to make you sad....so as the summer breeze winds down....and the clouds they grow dark...this message that I send to you my love.....the joy that you bring me was sent from the lord above...so as the sun rises on this warm summer day......my love for you just keeps getting stronger in every way
Soon the moon will be full and the stars bright in the sky......I say to you why would give up without giving it a try.......for a love like ours comes but once in a lifetime........I have changed my ways and have committed no crime.....so do I think this is my last chance.....for again our love will rejoice with every dance

To the most beautiful woman that I ever laid my eyes upon.....do you wish to be happy
This is what I also wish.....why must you duck and run........I love you more than anything else under the sun
This problem we have with honesty....well this I vow I will be honest with you until the day I die ....we must act now because life is short.......and without you my life is out of sort
Baby I will not give up on you or us ......there is so much we must discuss
The sun has not set you and I .......I will love you until with the Angels we fly
I know you are uncertain of this.......but you will learn quick from the very first kiss....So I say this to you my love Grant me this one last wish
For me and you our love was always true.........

My life has changed in so many ways
I have not seen the woman I love in many of days
I will not stop till she is back in my arms where she belongs.......This I vow I will make up for all of my wrongs
I will not make it on my own.......Not while she is home all alone
This is the woman that I love ......and I am so afraid .....I can't make up for the mistakes I made......neither one us shall be alone any longer....I have made my body and mind a whole lot stronger...so to this beautiful woman whom I cherish......we will be together till we perish...the time has come to grow with this love that the Lord has Givin us.....and this time baby there will be no fuss....this is what he planned all along ...all the signs are there for all the world to see......to live as one for eternity you and me ......to laugh and dance and sing no more drama and our minds will be free

In life there is a reason for everything
Why the rain falls and why the birds sing......why we live and why we die....and why the sun is up in the sky
There is a reason why a person keeps popping back into your life.....sometimes things happen and they go away for a bit.....but they come back.....it is not because the universe is out of whack....but there is a reason
We are all gods creatures and we have a purpose....and a reason.....the reason why two people keep popping into each other's lives ?.....it's because God had planned for them to be together forever.....and that's the reason...and to tell you the truth a very good one.....just believe...

Well my mind is going ninety miles an hour....do I think she needs me yes
There is a few things I must  take care of yes I know....that will be done within the coming days
Can she do it alone ......yes she can
But because I love her and I am her biggest fan.....but will she make it without my help absolutely.....but with my help it will make it easier on her.
Right now the world is spinning round and on its axis...the reason why things are pretty up in the air right now the feeling in the air is different...does she think that I am for real this time ? I hope so.....to do what I must to prove to the only woman that I have ever loved that I will be in her life again and this time forever.....we shall always be together....these things that are stuck in my head....for real if it were not for her I believe I would be dead...so in a sense I owe my life
Never meant to cause any strife
The world is spinning so fast .....I must slow it down just a bit so I can do all I need to.....so when the moon is full and there are stars aplenty in the sky and all my work is done......I will get down on bended knee...and we all know what happens next....to hear those bells .....first I must finish what I started .....before the day we parted...my sweet baby I will give it my best.....if it does work we all know the rest....

As the train rolls down the tracks
....I am so **** scared that I may slip through the cracks
Life is full of obstacles we all must overcome.....most of us......we will never make it.......is it just because are minds are shallow and we  can't adapt ? As the train goes through the tunnel....more than half will be left behind......I will not that happen to me ....if and when I get her back I will have the love of a great woman ..and a strong mind to guide me through
I feel if you have a strong will and something that you want more than anything in the world......you can and will escape that long dark tunnel....but you must work hard and be really sure what you want ........

Right now my head is full of uncertainty
Why can't things in life be filled with simplicity
For she is afraid ...I know she is I feel it
Now I must prove my words to be true
With action not more words.....I must do this or it will all be through
I have worked so hard to change myself....not for worse but for the better
.....baby I know it's hard to believe what I say.....I know in my heart it will be ok
It is my life's mission to be with her this I know.......it is the change that I must show
I know sometimes my words get out of hand....for what I want to tell you doesn't come out of my mouth as planned
So now my actions will speak for my words....I love you baby.....because being without you is for the birds

All of a sudden there is a feeling in my mind my bones...and my whole body.....the love I have for this woman....and I would die for.....
The love I have it comes natural .....cause her beauty and the way she carries herself ....it just brings it out of me......she has opened her eyes and she will finally see.....I am gonna now open up...and just tell her how I feel......And my love is hers to steal.....I wanna tell her and tell the whole world ......that my love is here and my life is by her side......it was never just a joyride...through sickness and through health .......if she wants I will be stealth...I am out to prove that I am the one....and I am with her not just to have fun.....we will be together in any kind of weather.........no matter what comes toward us .....we will handle as one.....so we will be together forever under the sun

As the flowers start to fall and the sky goes grey
We will be together this I pray
And then the trees get bare .....the wind gets cold
We feel the warmth of our bodies entwined with every movement.
The smile that has graced my soul.....
Our lives once again in total control
Then the snow begins to fall and the beauty of the landscape in her eyes
With each embrace I fall just a little more......for my love for her....it never died.....it never will not even if I tried
So as the winter months come upon us ....the feeling of love and burning in our heart.....So happiness is on the rise once more ...and the sun is shining By the oceans shore....as the birds they fly overhead ....and the sound of the waves crashing down.....and to think not two months back there was no sun ....and the birds no where to be found....and no noises not even a sound...for happiness does have a sound if you listen very close

They all ask ....is she worth it
Well let me tell you...she is the only woman who  put tears in my eyes.both tears of sadness and that of joy
When I am with her I feel carefree as if I were a little boy
Is she worth it...
This woman that I speak of I can't and will not give up on...and yes she is worth it
She made me see the world in a different light
I will spend the rest of my days with this woman ...for her love ....if I must I will fight
Well the answer to their question is she worth it.....to me this woman is my *** of gold........and we shall be together and grow old......if my love for her was counted in money......I would be so rich it wouldn't even be funny

In life you don't usually get another chance to prove your love
But as the tears rolled down my face It was a sign from the lord above
She misses me .....the words were indirect but still there
It was something that I had longed to hear
My love for this woman has survived this long road
For this I will do all that I am told
My heart is full of happiness at this time
For I am primed and ready to make her mine
These tears are but a reminder of how the lord moves things in mysterious ways
For my future looks bright again more than it has in many a days
So my eyes I will wipe and stand up tall
For he said if you do things right you can have it all.

That sparkle in her eyes it  glistines off the light of the full moon
Her smile with lips as soft as the summer breeze
I must have her in my arms before the winter freeze
Her skin smooth as silk
Her hair it flows in the wind
Her body it glides with my every movement
If not for these good thoughts lately it would be pure torment
Hand in hand we would walk
Smile at each other as we talk
Oblivious of the world around us
As the sun sets again I keep what I am feeling deep inside
Pumped up ready to take another ride
This time I know the train will stay on the tracks
Cause the words from my lips will speak all truthful facts
I long to see that sparkle in her eyes that glistens off the bright moonlight

Thoughts of her and us run through my head constantly.....I can't escape
I can't run ......I can't hide...
My time I must bide.....I wonder if there is a rock close enough so I can just get under it....I am ruined and you know what it's all of my doing....I am ruined...I am ruined....there is no other woman I even want....I want to run and just keep running......I can't sleep I can barely eat....my head it hurts...it's been a little while since I last felt your touch......I just miss her oh so much.....I am ruined......because of my love for her....there are so many things I should have said......should've done...now I am left in ruins why because of it all....the pain it still grows as time goes by you would think it would pass.....but no......I am ruined

To do this for her love it is my destiny
If not for then it's for me
I have seen the writing on the wall
It must be done for we shall not stall
It is all much much bigger than me
When all of its done and laid out for the world to see
For life revolves in one big circle
We all search and wait for that one big miricle
And when such a thing happens only once in a lifetime
You must grab it hold it ......or it will slip away
We regret some things we do.....
Don't let go or your world will be through.......just make a wish...

The power of the sun is what keeps us all alive
The energy of that an Angel is how I survive
I said this before that you made me feel like superman and gaining energy from the sun
I hope and and pray that you talk with me before I turn and run
I find myself alone and the sun is fading
Slowing drowning in the water I am wading
She is what gives me the strength
Is that not it but what is and to what length
Her beauty is mystifying
And her love so satisfying
If she and the sun star to fade I am afraid I will be no more
And return to the earth and its core
That is the story its not all bad
Is it real or am I going mad???

I woke last night from a wild dream
I saw you and you were running from me a little scared it would seem
Then you turned....smiled and winked at me
You were playing ...and wanted me to follow you
I was quite amused and pretty happy too
This was not any dream it was more of a vision of what was to be
I saw this as clear as day I slipped the ring on your finger and everybody was so happy
I was beaming with joy..I hope I don't sound sappy
This dream kept going forwards and backwards...so I guess
They say things happen for a reason
Maybe things were supposed to go wrong at first so both of us see how we need each other so much
I know you miss me and I really miss you and your touch
It was so strange cause it all seemed so real
Not just the look but the feel

The beast within is crying to get out
The fire has been burning there is no doubt
Its been scratching and clawing for awhile
I am sure it is the love I have for her because for it I will go the extra mile
So the tears have been wiped from my face
It has returned I thouget it was gone without a trace
Time has gotten away from me
But this won't because you and i were meant to be
The inner beast within My body will be released
And our love will flourish and will last many lifetimes

When she looked at me with that sparkle in her eyes
I saw a shooting star falling from the skies
I was captivated by her stare
This feeling in my body and it was everywhere
This feeling turned into my love for her
She never needed anything I could
Offer
Her love was like magic it touched me deep to my soul
Without her touch I feel myself losing control
The feeling of love that lives deep inside me
Open those beautiful eyes and you will see

There is but one woman that I love
Our romance glides with the stars above
Even though we are miles apart at this time
We will be joined together soon and she will be all mine
When you look up to see the moon is full and but two stars in the sky
Turn to me and smile because what it is ....its you and I
You my baby are the brightest star
Float up there for just a bit..... it will Not be long cause I am not that far
This storybook romance that we will continue
Forever I vow me and you

All the words and the script is set
The stars are bright and the moon is full but the planet's are not alighned just yet
The time has come the perfect opportunity for the magic to begin
It's just a shame the shape our love is in
The ruler of my sign mercury is the sector that will guide me through
All of this
If all goes well it will all begin with just a kiss
She is my Mona Lisa and she always makes me smile
This time it will be different this time there will be no running away
We will be together and that's how it will stay
And as the saying in that song goes ain't no mountain high enough no valley low enough no river wide enough
That is the truth baby cause there is nothing and nobody going to keep from getting to you
This is it baby better than ever before this much will be true

My heart is broken
From the words that have not been spoken
I need another chance to save our dance

I looked deep down into my soul
**** it I am ready to take control
I love you more than life itself
We will no longer put anything on the shelf
My love for you is just too strong
Walking out that door I know I was wrong
I will do anything just to hold you tight
And this time I know it's right
I will get down on one knee
And tell you things and make you see
All my promises will be done
Now turn around and don't you run
Because my love for you is true
Forever and a day no longer will I make you blue

Tonight there is but one star in the sky
I can't even see the moon and I know the reason why
There is a feeling within my heart
That the time is coming and with it..... a brand new start
As I stare into the sky
That is the place where the eagles fly
The lonely star that only I can see
Is falling down how could this be
I sit on the wall and patiently wait
I watch how far the star will fall
And I smile at the beauty of it all
Then I think this falling star
all of a sudden came from afar
This lonely star It came to a stop
So this I knew all along
this little star that was so free
Low and behold....It was always you coming for me

This place has begun to cover me
I recall the light, but the dark smothers me
I prefer the feelings I know right now
I don't worry about feeling very proud
I'm seeing what it's like to part of the in crowd
I was always a loner in a lot of different ways
But when I needed a friend she was always there
And I would like to tell her right how much I really care
Walking down the street and there is a shadow next to me
I turn to see who is next to me
No one there not a soul
Is it my mind losing control
But the shadow it is of familiar shape
Is It's a sign of what should be
If it's in the cards we will wait to see
The story it all fits in place
But I must wait more tomorrows just to see your face

I got this feeling..... it is deep within my soul
I want to fall in love with you all over again and let our feelings take control
When I hear your name or see your picture
This tingling its in my body ...and I mean from head to toe
I would hold you oh so tight ....and dance with you so...so..slow
Just to feel you in my arms
Like the wind on the water it just calms....because baby our love is just so much more..

She has this gift only I can see
And she let me go how could this be
Her words so soft as that of an Angel
How could this woman leave my heart just to dangle
When I am with her I feel at ease
For I am her clay ready to be molded
I am not a pair of pants that need to be folded
Her gift that she has..... it captivates me when ever she is around
Every time I start to drift away... it drags right back
I think the gift that she has is love
That way that she loved me was different and it felt oh so good
I want and need that ......to stay with me for the rest of my days....Ohhh and I need her by me in so many different ways
This special gift that only she has kept my heart open just to her love ......and like I told you all before she was sent from the lord above.

The stars are shining so bright tonight
This buzz in my body somethings not right
The moon is almost full that must be why the waves of feelings flow through me
I feel so alone in this world but how can it be
I have this energy and excitement flowing in my veins
I know you are thinking about me
I can feel it you taught me it all can't you see
The pure energy of the stars bright light
I know it and it's deep in my heart everything is going to be alright
The energy of the bright light is guiding me
And it leads me to you just to set us free

It creeps in my head late at night
It won't let me sleep what a dreadful fright
In the morning when I wake it is in my head
If it were not for my stubbornness I am sure I'd be dead
It is in my head when the songs play
It is in my head every day
It is all bottled up and in my head
It is all my feelings that I left unsaid
All of my feelings and the words I should have said to you
I am not sure when......but I know I will......speak my mind and tell you how i feel .....deep inside only bout you baby.....maybe a week maybe more
I will tell you all that's for sure
Because of these feelings I can't even sleep
Sometimes late at night you will hear me weep
So sweet little princess with those sparkling eyes......it's because of this that our love never dies

My mind is free
But my eyes too blind to see what is right in front of me
I don't care what obstacles I must face
I will open your eyes to finally see that our love is alive and did not disappear without a trace
We both have traveled many roads and is time to end this long search
We were always meant to be as one
And all that has happened will be undone
We both shall live our lives like he wanted and have some fun.

Once the sun was shining and the skies were blue
Then the clouds and the wind and the sky went dim
The one where the cardinals once flew
Far in the distance over the water and sand
On the ground where I stand
The sun will shine I know it will
And the birds will soar and may land right on your window sill
So right now the skies are dark and the sun won't shine .....but I will wipe this tear from my eye
For this I shall change before I die

If I wake from this terrible dream
Without a whimper or a scream
It was reality slapping me in the face
For just her hand I may touch
And take her to that special place
For right now it is the worst nightmare
And if I don't wake it would not be fair
But when open up my eyes
It will be to your flowing locks and the clear blue skies

Oh my sweet princess with the voice of an Angel please hear my words
My love for you is and was always true
Shall I forever live without you and  in pain
Sweet princess you will hear my cries
For this feeling that I have for you never dies

As the sun sets over the water on this hot summer night
If I was not all alone it would be alright
As the moon glisten off the ocean
I am quite sure it was a love potion
That's taken control of me
It might be over the horizon I can't see
All the beauty in just one night this has happened only one other time
It was one hot July night just like this
And it always ended with a goodnight kiss
But now my side is bare
Deep inside I know you care
Sleep well with the moon so bright
And may the Angels watch over you Every night.

No one has a clue how much I hurt
This love I gave for her is just not a spurt
Every time I think I got over her
A song...show...someone says something it all comes right back
It is worst than having a heart attack
This is the hardest thing I ever went through
I had no idea it would be this bad just no clue
This woman the way she left me
I should have just kept walking
But my love for her is overpowering me and we are not even talking
She thinks I didn't even love her
Or is it just to make her think that
I did not love enough
This is what makes it so tough
She is the love of my life
this woman should have been my wife
But it all turned bad
We both got so sad
Then I was away for six long months
And in her head I was gone .....even when I came back something in her head told her I was still gone
....why did I do what I did my love for her....no love could ever compare
I am really hoping that someday soon she will turn around and see
And she will come back for me

All my emotions have taken control of me
I am on the verge of losing you forever and I am too blind to see
I know no beauty quite like yours
And with that you can open many doors
I am so deeply in love with you that I can't let go
I know deep down that you feel it too
So please open up and give me a clue
I will not let go of my love for you
The emotions of all this
And baby that could change with just one kiss
When I look at your picture they run sky high
Then I think Of what we are going through and they hit an all time low
Time is drifting away from me
The only woman I have ever loved how can this be
I shake and I shiver when I speak your name
I will tell you right now it is not a game
My love for you will not go away
I am prepared to do anything to make you stay
Baby I know you think of me as much as I think Of you
At least in my mind I hope you do
Tonight when I close my eyes to sleep
I will dream of you and try not to weep
All of these emotions and thinking of you
Our two hearts they did beat as one a little stupidity and we are done

Today is the day you were born
You must excuse me if I am battle torn
This break up with you has got me a little messed up
I have loved you since I was a pup
Although I must let you go in that sense
My love and respect for you grows daily ....I know it sounds strange
For your love for me is completely out of range
You never believed or trusted me ...why?
I was yours from the very first day
And I always knew you were ok
Now that time is gone.....but you taught Me to believe in fate and I really do
I really think that in the end it will lead me straight to you

Another year older and so beautiful are you
You age better than wine this much I think is true
You are an Angel with a heart of gold
For every birthday you never get old
I would like to wish you the best of days
Go out in the sun and enjoy the rays
Baby I still love you and remember it all
Tomorrow is your birthday maybe i'll call
I wish you the best And many more
May all of your wishes still come true
Forever and a day may the sky always be blue.