The tears they do still do fall but not as often
But I cannot let this sadness lead me to my coffin
This woman I love more than life
It hurts so bad It cuts like a knife
I continue to write to continue my fight
I must move on because now I know you're gone
So baby I hope your days and nights go as planned
As I float away to a faraway land
When you look to the sky and see that star you will always know that I am not far
Anytime if you really need me
Just open the door and that's where ill be

You made me feel like a superman but I am not
The biggest heart in the world is what you got
Although we are still apart
You are always in my heart
If you need me it doesn't matter where I am or what I am doing or who I am with
I will be there for you and it will be swift
You were my world and you still are
It wouldn't matter if I were close or far
I will love you till the end of time
To be there for you as if you were mine
So be well my princess and remember this
My heart was yours from that very first kiss
So if you need my help in any way
I will be there for you no matter what you say
Sleep well tonight and Every night
Because I will be your guardian Angel
Till there is no more light.

My life is but nothing without her this is how I feel
And it is not just a movie reel
Its crazy where my mind is at
And I don't even think she knows that
I must break free from this trance that her love has me in
I keep trying but where do I begin
I hear her voice and see her face in my dreams
I see her cry and her screams....or is she smiling or instead of screaming she may be laughing
This is something I should be able to control
But I feel her deep in my soul
I will not be able to move on
unless I break free
I try to run but cannot flee
My love for her is stronger than me I feel I am under a spell
And the reason I  cannot tell
She really needs me this I feel
I really must break this seal
Once I do slip away
I  know everything will be ok

When I think of our special place
That was special for you and I
If you take someone else there I will surely die
The reason being when we were there we always fell in love over and over again
That it is where the real love story began
At peace were we and really in love
You could tell at night by the stars above
I will never forget you or our special place even if I vanish without a trace
The things we did there and memories we made
Will always be with me and they will never fade
I just want to tell you one last thing today
If we should ever see each other at our special place
I will fall in love with you again as soon as I look at your face

Tonight the moon it shines so bright
Why the hell can't i do anything right
My love for her was extremely true
Why do I sit here and feel so blue
When you look to the skies and you see two very close stars out of the blue
You know those two are me and you
That one that is close to the moon you know it's me
And the one that is stretching out that's definitely you
When the moon is full and there are a few stars that are scattered that's just me searching for you
When you wish on that falling star
Remember it's me no matter where you are

If I shed one more tear
You know that I love her and that I fear
Not to see her again in my life
Will leave me standing with all of my strife
This woman I loved since I was seventeen
She is the finest I have ever seen
So if you see her before I do
Please just tell her my love was always true
And if you catch one of my tears that fall
It could have been the one that ended it all
So baby when you are lying there in bed all alone
Look to the sky instead of the phone
The first star that you see
If you look very close..... you will know  it is me

There is a pain in my head and a hole in my heart
We should be together instead we are apart
We said goodbye just the other day
No kiss no hug it is so wrong what more can I say
If we were really in love ....we should have stuck it out
Now here we are left with just doubt
There is no looking back for her Its sad to say
I wouldn't even know if there was a way
I am left with these tears they fall only at night
When I am fast asleep......dreaming.....of holding her tight
Somewhere down the line if I see any light....
You can bet your bottom dollar I will be there for her
It is only a dream that I have when I sleep
If you listen real hard you can hear me weep
So listen my sweet princess I wish you the best
And I will keep dreaming ....hoping this is just gods little test
So late at night When you are looking to the sky
Ask yourself why we had to say goodbye.

As I walk these endless roads all alone
I stare into space
The only woman I have ever loved
Has disappeared gone and left no trace
So as I try to pick up the the scattered pieces of my tattered excistence
She was the one and gave me the love that I had always dreamed of
I try to figure out what happened maybe the sun forgot to shine
I am supposed to take the blame without even a whine
So I am on my own again is this how God wanted me to be
No it was just a lesson on how my life shall be.....but another woman and another time.....but wait the signs for us were all around So why?
So I stop in the middle of nowhere and ask him as I stare into the sky
I did what she wanted and I set her free
if she comes back we were meant to be
So as I wander in my own little world
I search and search for a possible sign
For a love that was lost and oh so great
We never deserved this terrible fate
I must find another to play her role
And try to forget before I lose control
For the rest of the summer and into the fall
I will search the world over and try to enjoy it all
I will leave you with this rhyme
And I hope you read it if you have the time
For my love shall be with you till we grow old
It was the greatest love story that was ever told

I try to forget and just walk away
But I am left wondering if she is ok
When I am at the gym or in work
I am talking to people when all of a sudden I stare into space
All this pain and loneliness I must face
I start a conversation and then I hear her voice
Suddenly I stop and stare at my phone
I want to call because I feel so alone
Her voice is all I hear
I sit and wonder ......and wonder if she is near
How could it be her voice is so clear
It is my head but how can it be
She is miles away can't you see
I can't believe her voice is in my head
Should I not be holding her instead
The only way they (the voices) will get out of my head
If I let go.......
But how do I  let go of the love of my life
Why did I I do it cause all of this strife
At night as I lay alone in my bed
I watch our programs we used to watch...... and all of a sudden I hear her wise crack....
That is her for she had the knack
I don't want to but I must try forget her and move on
Stand up on my feet and accept that she's gone.

The pain I feel from my head to my heart
How did this all happen.....well where do I start
She said one word like a sword of a knight.....and me with no shield..
With one mighty ****** I had to yield
The fight was swift and not many words...were said...
Except the words from the poem just read
Just beleive all that I say
It was all my fault in every way
In the beginning I left for too long when I came back everything went wrong
So now as we bid sweet adieu
One fatal lie and we are through
My love for her will never change
So my sweet princess just remember all that I say..and  think of me when our songs play
The memories of you and I shall never die.......forever and a day....to forget don't even try

On a moonlit night I look to the sky
And  over and over I ask why
The dreams we had the promises we made
In a blink of an eye they all begin to fade
My feelings and my love for you were so strong
I am really not sure if I did everything wrong
The times we had together in the sun
Even grocery shopping we had so much fun
But the time has come and no one knows the reason why
I guess we must say goodbye
This tall task it hurts me so
My love is forever just so you know
I will never forget not even a minute
All of my dreams .....like the one last night make me smile because you were in it
All of the memories of just you and I
I will always treasure
You gave me love and so much pleasure
They will always stay with me Until the day I die

My heart is hollow for her love lives no more
Is it my destiny for its rotten to the core
Her love filled me up made me feel complete
I am left with just a shell
Wondering if it will return Or forever shall I be searching the earth for the one who can match up and take her place
Or shall it stay hollow and forever lost in space

For I said my last goodbye
I didn't want to but I had to try
She will always be a part of me
In my heart she will always be
To let her go was the hardest part
So the sun will rise and bring a brand new start
As I live day to day and pretend to be strong
For loving her was never wrong
I did some things that will not be told
For this I will not  be with her and grow old
I just wish for a new start
There is a emptiness in my heart
I don't see it ever going away
I want her to look deep into her soul
And tell me that loving me was wrong
I will never change a thing.....except maybe the part of letting her go...........

As I say goodbye to my love
I kneel and pray to lord above
May she find peace and happiness
While I fight through my sadness
Everything we did together had a story
The greatest love story in all its glory
Something happened along the way
It was a word that was never spoken
I am sure the sun will shine again
But I will tell you this it will never shine as brite without her and it will never Take away the pain
My sweet princess may the light shine on you always and forever and in my dreams we will always be together.

I know more about you than I know myself
You want to lock away our love and put it on the shelf
This crazy feeling that I have inside
This burning love you have for me you are trying to hide
I know you just want me to do the right thing
There is a poem for you I would like to sing
I don't even think you know
These feelings I have for you I must show
We are both treating it like it is a game
And inside our hearts are feeling the same
Is this a game I just can't win
You think I could just give you up ....that would be a sin
Baby I don't care how many innings I must go
I am in it to win just so you know

You play with my heart
But you won't play with me ... so where do I start
I try to talk but it falls on deaf ears
She won't listen and no one else cares
I know what I  did I move too slow
But you could give it a chance and watch our love grow
I want you back and I will do what I can
I know you love me and I am your biggest fan
I wish you would listen to your own heart...instead of your friends voices
I have worked on both my body and my mind
For you my love was never unkind
You say that it was untrue
But it was only your love that I ever knew
As I try I kick scream and fight
To make everything with us alright
Winning your heart back is all I want in this WORLD
There is nothing that is more important to me
Open those beautiful eyes and you will see
I can only do this for a little while longer for i am running out of gas and time
For all this and you I would recite my best rhymes
If I must say My last goodbyes
I will only do it when our spirits fly

I am reaching out to the one I love
Maybe with a little help from the lord above
I am asking just for one more chance
To be the one and save our romance
I know in the past I've done everything wrong
Give me a moment to change the words to our song
As I kneel and pray for this
It is your lips that I miss
I know I touched you in so many ways
I shall do it again in these coming days
So sit there sweet princess and do what you do
Because it won't be long ill be coming for you

Her skin is smooth as silk
Lips sweeter than chocolate milk
Those eyes they put me in a trance
Every time we are together we sing and dance
She has the voice of an Angel And a heart of gold
We must get back together before we get to old
This woman that I love so much
I would **** just to feel her touch
Our souls will be as one
Without you I can have no fun
The words of my poems are all the truth
I remember crying to the song with Charlie puth
As my feet touch the sand
I will keep on stretching till I can reach your hand
...........this love that I once had it will return
Or forever I will be down and my soul will burn

It is strange the way I feel
For my heart was always yours to steal
It may of took over thirty years
But you came and erased all my fears
Now the bad has gone away
I pray for your love again every day
The tears they fall but I am no longer afraid
Its from our love which stories are made
When the stars they shine and the moon is full
Our love will blossom like the charge of a bull
So sleep well on this night with that sparkle in your eye
And think of me when the stars light the sky

With the words that came from your lips
I was under your spell
What happened around me I didn't care
As long as I could hear that wedding bell
I love you so much
And I could not resist your gentle touch
Your love is going to be with me Until my dying day
And it really doesn't matter what you say
This love that I have for you
Is just too much just for two
This woman you know your name
My love for you was never a game
I want you back where you belong
Back in my arms
I worked on my body to be better for you
I love you so much this is true
No matter what I do I just can't shake this love
Like a baseball stuck to my glove
If I asked for just one wish from the fairy in the sky
You will be with me until the day I die
Your sweet touch is just too much
Baby you mean so much to me
And for a love like this I would walk a million miles...I would swim a thousand rivers and climb the highest mountains
Because that's just how much your love and your touch mean to me
And forever and a day I will try to make you see just how much you mean to me.

Does she know how much I love her
Does she she know how much I will do for her
I would move mountains for this woman
I would do all I can
I just want to know I really love her she thinks it was all fake
This is much more than I can take
Maybe I made some dumb mistakes
But I love her more than my own life for goodness sakes
I have paid for my errors
So much so i lost my best friend...my lover and my soulmate
I need her back before I reach heavens gate
Neither one of us deserve this fate
I love you and once our eyes meet again
We will have no more pain
I have dug down deep into my soul
I need you back before I lose control
Our lips will touch and when they do
We will find that spark that we once knew.

As the fireworks went off in the skies
So did they in her eyes
I will never forget that day and night at our happy place
It was so awesome to get to see her beautiful smile as we fell in love again on that warm summer day
We were so at ease and in love in every way
We laughed we joked we sang and danced
And later on we even  romanced
She was so beautiful on that day
As I sit here and talk about it about her there is so much I want to say
It was a perfect day and a great night
Being with her on that day was just outta sight
I looked into her eyes and saw our future in them
The day and night were as close to perfect as it will ever be
And when we rekindle our love there will be plenty more I had to open my eyes wide so I  could finally see
No one else did this to us but me
I will fix everything she will see
There is no love in this world that is close to ours I know it's true
I still believe this to this very day
And I don't care what other people say
To look in her eyes again would be a dream come true
And this love that we have is made just for two
And that means me and you

I made a pact within myself to make a change starting today
And this will not be a game I will play
To change all things that are bad in my life
To end all of this strife
In the next little while I will strengthen my body and my mind
And to all of my enemies I will be kind
I will get back my life and my love
Please guide me through this my great God above
For when I am done with this journey
My love with her eyes open she will finally see
The world has made a place just for us two
We will find our love again where the eagles once flew

These demons that I fight
I erase them every night
I don't know why she thinks I am so bad
It makes me so sad
I will prove all my worth
Because my love for her is so strong going fourth
The things you say about me hurt me deep inside
And these feelings I have for you I just can't hide
The words I say I will prove are true
Over and over again I say I love you
The days we had together I will never try to hide
I will prove once and for all it was never just a joyride
I did have problems deep inside
My love for you is real and true
I will never forgive myself for what I put you through
But I will tell you here and now
To make up for all this I will do
And we will be together again before I am through
My love for you is stronger than the demons inside
Just so you know my time I will bide
I will be back for you when I am done
So please baby don't you turn and run

I can see the full moon as I sit on the beach wall
All the time wondering if I should call
My sights are set on you
Baby you are the only one this is true
I think Of our special place down on winter island where we fell in love again on that hot July afternoon
And here it is the end of June
I miss all the fun together I know you miss it too
I just miss holding you in the sun this much I know is true
Your beauty is overwhelming and it took total control of me
The beauty that you have is not only on the outside but inside where no one else can see
The love for you that I hold dear comes from the heart and forever that's where it will Be
There is nothing better to me than holding you tightly in my arms at night
Having us back together soon would just make everything alright
When stars and the full moon are all lit up deep within the dark skies
You and I together that's when the sun will rise

When the light of the full moon hit my face I felt your hand gently touch my skin
It was the mood that my mind was in
As the days pass and the nights fade
Its the warmth of your body and that gentle touch and your beautiful smile that I truly miss
Baby your sweet lips I long to again kiss
When the sun truly shines again I know you will be in my arms
As your tears touch my shoulders as I gently hug you
The angels have blessed us with this power of our love
Now it's up to us to carry it through with the help from the lord above
I do believe that our love will be blessed by the Angels moon and last forever.

I know I write about this a little too much
But that just shows how much I miss her touch
I respect her wishes but I don't think she knows what she wants
Hello it's my love she taunts
In my mind I am a free spirit
In her mind She does fear it
When we are together there is nothing better
But as soon as I leave to go to work it's like I am going to forget her
I think Of this woman 24/7
I even know I would think of her When I am in heaven
I am not going anywhere right now and neither is she
Is she goes anywhere it will be with me
I hope and I pray that all of this will go my way
Under either the moon or the sun
Our time together is under the gun
We love each other but there are somethings that we must work out
Instead of doing that we sit and pout
We each run in a different direction
Both of us should be side by side
Instead we just run and hide
Instead of taking our love to the next level
You decided to break out the shovel
To bury me deep in the yard
It feels like I was sliced with a glass shard
I am truly sorry that things in your life haven't gone as you plan
But I love you more than any other man
Somethings I do it's not because I don't love you
Its a problem I have this is true
I have never loved any like you not even one it was only you

I can't take it ......
I turn on the music...bang the song reminds me of her
I pick up the paper.....bang I read something that reminds me of the times we had
I turn the tv on bang.......one of our favorite shows comes on
Its just so hard I have done it before with other woman no problem
With her it's different I really really love her so much and it hurts so much
Does she feel it .....well does she ?.....I wish I knew....I am not going to make it
I am so scared that it will never end
Its playing games with my head
I have to get through to her or I will soon be dead
I know it's my mind playing tricks on me Because the feelings I have are so strong for her
I never thought in a million years
I could love someone as much as I do you and I continue to drown in a sea of tears

To hold you in my arms again is just a dream
For what happened to us just makes me wanna scream
Just to see you again is what I need
Without you I am all alone
In this lifetime God makes just one
And girl please believe me when I say you were it
Not having you in my life right now
I am lost
I was hesitant and this is what it cost
You made me feel like a superman
And being apart was not our plan
Even when you treated me bad
You always made me feel so good because I knew you cared
I know I did some things wrong but I was not prepared
I wanted every thing to be perfect just like you
I love you so much and you know it's true
Your love has a hold on me
I cannot forget you nor let you be
For my love for you is in my heart
And it has been from the start
I wish you would open those beautiful eyes and realize how much I do love you
Cause baby no matter how much I try to walk away the love I have for you is pulling me back
I knew I must first get on track
With certain things in my life
And save you from all your strife
Baby if you could
I will always love you like I should
There is no other man in this land
That will love you like I do and you must understand
Our love was getting stronger when you made it stop
It felt like diving in a pool and doing a belly flop
Now these days I spend without you
They go on forever with no end in site
I want you to know I love you and I will never give up the fight

The pain you hold inside
With me you could confide
The scars you had
The ones that made you sad
The issues you had with my trust
Then I was gone like when the wind touched the dust
I guess the scars deep inside were just too much
Our love for each other was beautiful and strong
But I just did everything wrong
The things we hold dear
In a blink of an eye it would all just disappear

Baby you are my miricle
When I first laid my eyes upon you
I fell in love on the spot it is true
That song was made for us I do believe
Your love is something I was happy to retrieve
The way you held me I was under your spell
From that sparkle in your eyes I could tell
The way you move front to back side to side
I knew I was in for one hell of a ride
My love is strong for you
There never will be another I think that is true
Right now my life is full of sadness
And in no time it turned to madness
In the song it says my mona Lisa makes me smile
Baby that was you all the while
You are my miracle and you always will be
I love you so much I wish you could see
Nothing in this world matters to me
Not riches ..not beautiful woman there is nothing but you that matters to me
I think Of you twenty four seven
I will not wait to see you again when we go to heaven
That warmness in your soul and that beautiful smile
My heart and soul belong to you
I must make you see how much I really do
The promises I made and the dreams we had
It all will be reality so please don't be sad

It seems us good guys never catch a break
You treat a woman so nice and it's something they just can't take
Did she want me to treat her like the rest
I loved her so I just did my best
Maybe she wanted someone to take control
I am not that man I have a soul
To treat someone like you want to be
That's the way mom taught me don't you see
This I guess I will never know
Because I turned around and let her go
As I try to figure this out
I am not going to just sit home and pout
She has me wrapped around her little finger
I must make a stand and not let it linger
My love for her it still grows today
I am a big softy what can I say
She will be forever mine
My friends at work say I will be just fine
But you know what I don't think so because my love for her is bigger than the both of us
More than she would like to discuss
I just can't let it go it was three years of my life
This woman should right now be my wife
To even think you are with another man
that was never part of the plan
It hurts so much to lose your touch
I can't explain I shake and shiver just when I mention your name
But just so you know my love for you was never a game
Your love is always going to be in my heart
I wish we would never be a part
But everyday for the rest of my life I will always be here for you
You and your family believe it because it's true
If you ever need me just pick up the phone
And I will be here for you in a minute
It does not matter the problem as long as your in it
I have been doing real good with my body and my mind
So please contact me and don't be unkind.
I will tell you just this
I long  to see you and give you a big kiss
I make one wish as I look to the sky
I need to see that sparkle in your eye
I miss your smile and I miss your touch
Baby can't you tell that I miss you that much.

You thought it was only sadness in my tears
But no the sadness turned to madness when I realized that you didn't even care
To lose you forever that was my biggest fear
I thought that we loved each other
Or did you have a love for another
Was it because of what I did
We even loved each other when I was just a kid
Our love should last a lifetime
When I cry no one hears
All the pain and no one really cares
Never will I love like I did you
Never ever this much is true
You were my forever
We should have been together forever
One thing I know is true
I will never regret loving you

I wish she could tell me ...I wish she could show me
And I just wish that she knew how much I really care
You said you would always..I said it too
You promised you would always be true
What did I do ...why did I throw a wrench in our dreams...it all is real my love for you the words I said....yes I must confess I was wrong for what I did..but I am still here and I love you more than ever
I know that we belong together
You are my one....my only one
Your love is something I would never run from
There must be a way ...there must be a chance...say it..say tbere is please
All the dreams..all the promises we made to each other they can be fulfilled...we can do it together forever