Almost Seventeen
Things repeat I'm not so keen
To the flashing lights
That tell me I would be better in the future nights
Save yourself from all the fights
It'll all be alright
Lock yourself away so they can't see your insecurities
Falling deeper into obscurity
Smoking till I choke
On more than my emotions as I take another ****
No goals in my mind
Wondering what in the future I may find
Settling in my hollow shell
Everyday I delve deeper into hell
Will I ever be released from this cage
Get myself in order and turn the page
On my life and don't look back
If something doesn't change I will crack
I don't know in the end what this will all mean
After all I'm almost seventeen