I just want you
to be happy
but sometimes
and selfishly
I want to be
your happiness

But
'happiness is a choice'
you say
and you didn't choose me

I clung onto the idea
since you made me happy
it would be the same for you

What is happiness now?
where has it gone to?
In time, society has robbed us
the real meaning of happiness

Go on your own way
and pursue your happiness
for your smile, is my smile
your laugh, is my laugh

and I'll be happy
when you find your happiness
because I love you
always have, always will

I have loved with my very soul .
Just as I have hated with all of my soul.
Why is it that I love you too much to hate you ?
Or is it that I hate you too much to love you ?
Wait is it that I love you you so Much that I hate you ?
                                  I don't know ..

Neither do i understand it . My heart cries out for you . It weeps for endless hours . Endlessly craving your love and desire. Will you yield to me ? Will you ever love me , as I love you ?

I believe in true love at first sight
Because it was in that moment that I saw you, that I knew  I could never truly love again .
Especially not after you .
However, we became aquaintances.
Hours , days , weeks , and months soon changed that.
I don't know .... Was it your looks?
Your personality ,
Or was it simply the fact that you were so unobtainable?
I believe it is because I cant have you ..
Yeah , maybe that's why I crave you .
Forgive me because my idealistic beliefs have changed ..
I now realise it is because we were meant to be together.

Death be not proud ; though some have called thee mighty & dreadful.
Thou art slaves to fate ; chance kings, and desperate men , but thou can not stop me .
One short sleep and then I awake eternally , because I promised you we would be together again .