Wherever, you are.
think of where you've been
and who you loved.


think of where you'll be.

Everyone will be there
behind you.
Cheering you on. To your next
Endeavor

Fireworks, big smiles and
bigger laughs.

You've come so far
You know you can go farther

I only loved you
when it was
Convenient
I'm really sorry
that I  didn't think
of you
( When it really mattered.)
What's the matter with my
soul? It isn't correct
but nothing feels wrong.

I feel something , I don't know
if it's "sorry".

Looking into the void.
I think I seen you.

Reached out.
We met again.

For the first time.

It was love


Possibly maybe.

holding on to right now.


Frozen. your face perfection.

Eyes closed.

Waiting so anxiously for you
to open them.

You don't.
   My heart arrested by your beauty.
   Shatters when you chose not
   to look at me.



I don't feel any signs of growing.

Every ounce I drink
My face melts away
My eyes sink lower
Smiles yellow
Liver disintegrates

Memories fly away
Mind glides to the next
day doing the next operation
Worrying about nothing but
the next commitment.
Deep breathing, suppressing.
Smiling, holding in the deepest
breath. Asphyxiation.
A tight knoose. Kept loose enough
to make the next decision.

I feel every minute of my being,
being lived every moment. To a certain extent, a chokehold.
I want you to be the happiest,
the unseen celebration.
The best of
you're life.

The unthinkable, your next
step to where you want to be.
beyond me.

I hope you feel my words

Hear my intent

Notice my attention

and most of all

see that I care..


Hear your words

See your face

Look in your eyes


Feel your teeth, your tongue

Hear your heartbeat

pound as

we nervously touch .

Our sticky eyes

View eachother

Bubble gum touch

Gliding fingers
Tender kisses

Pelvis to pelvis
Tight holds
Molecular bonds
Love made strong
Final song
the ecstacy


Morning breath smells

of vulnerability, humility and laughter

I love you

twirling, roses falling around me
jumping, feelings that explode
Fireworks in my hands
Jazz in my toes

Dance

Smile to shine
Eyes wide to see
Butterflies
Oh, romance
beautiful ******* leave me
and nihilism alone.
Keeping to myself and I.

I like when things
Are in action when I have done
Nothing.
Working, loving, breaking,
Falling
Without a touch from me
You work, you love, you fail
You live .
Me laying still staring at nothing.
Crash of cars, storms gather, an alcoholics
Head splatters.
Next day the same. dust picks up,
Tumble weeds travel. Love grows
where seeds of hope are planted.
Sprouts of joy rise, blossoming smiles bright, care is honed .
Drugs are sold, people are stolen,
Brothers and sisters are killed.
All that I've heard is a good prayer helps.
But does prayer stop a trigger ,
Does prayer stop kidnappings,
Does prayer stop peoples desire

Body crawls to bed
falter now
animal mounting prey
staring at your face
intimate eyes.
fingers explore your body,
ear to chest
Excitement in your heart
blood pumps
cannibal desire