Why must I be quiet?
Why must I care?
Why must they always
Make me feel like i'm not there?

Invisible has become my name.
Invisibility, my game.

No words.
No sounds.
No actions.
No me.

Is this what must happen,
To make this world happy?

You want to be a child again
to jump above rainbow puddles
and stuff your mouth with pies

You want so much
to retrace your steps
back when it was as small
as the hope you have now

You want to be a child again
not because you'd rather be oblivious
not because you'd rather break legs than
your mind
not because of anything
except just be who you are
all you are
back before the world started
changing you

If only I could learn from the light
And fallow in its steps
As it disappears in the darkness
And ceases to *exist

What if existence is a crime,
punishable by death?

Where have the days gone,
Where I used to say  "I love myself”

Where have the days gone,
Where I used to smile, everyday.

Where have the days gone,
Where everyone used to be by my side.

Where have the days gone,
Where his  smile belonged to me.

Where have the days gone,
Where my life wasn't breaking apart, piece by piece.

Where…

To anyone who says, "I don't need anyone else"
Stop.
You are only digging your own grave.