Come closer you know I could whisper in your ear
Late night conversations and sweet nothings
I'll say it all to keep you near

Please rest your tired soul, in the future there are more rounds to go
I could lie and tell you I'll share some things
But right now I've told you everything you could want to know

Keep that smile to a playful grin
I promise one day the door will be open
For you to knock I'll let you in

Just give me some time
Talk about the world no doubt
And ease the strain on your troubled mind

Sleepless nights into the dreary day
Tired mind but a smile on my face
Worth the to price I can safely say

Looking into someones eyes, I don't recognize them anymore
Knife that's in your mind covered in blood on the floor
Razor sharp mind with a dull outlook
Wondering how much man out of me would this have took?
The rhyming Scheme a bit cliche what can I say
The artistry pumps through my arteries
And while I create this imagery
Let's take a look at the real me
Can you feel me?
Can you sense my presence?
Taste the story as it unfolds
See the things I've never told
Hear the words coming from my head
Rather than the mouth that's fed you lies instead

I'm a sucker for you that's what I said  
Looking at my pillow right next to your head
Unintended words slipped now I'm in the red
Waking up to pitch black wondering if I am dead
In a blink it all turned to a mess
While I'm trying to iron out life's kinks first with a permanent press
I'll put in the work till I sweat
It's all worth it if I lay with you when I rest

I'm not afraid to tell you I love you
Just afraid you won't need me
So independent will my passes at you be in vain?
I could make you feel special  yet
You indulge all that demeans
Like a discarded servant
You live to be controlled only by
Those who have no interest
My minds draws a blank when I think of us

Nothing feels good anymore
Worn for what it's worth
Worthless wilting wondering
Wasted...

Are you trying to steal my soul tonight?
My surrender inevitable
In the eyes
Of reflections on my choices
Don't look in the mirror

Like a brand new toy
All is fair in love and war
Loosely holding hands

Have you seen my sanity?
While my head is spinning
Can it be
I see
The things nobody else can?

When I look at you my hearts turns to air
Compress my chest while I play with your hair
Let those eyes be your voice and my hands will lead the way
Will you play this game of charades through the night?
Oxygen lacking I need to hold you tight
Swapping tongues to fill each others lungs
A sensual dance where we can never be wrong
Background noises from ourselves create a song
Compassion and love with a hint of sin
Intertwining hands, limbs and more
Pretending our hearts were aching and this is our chance
Mend it like no other you know the dance
Shuffling feet mesmeric trance
As if we already knew where to go

I use to know this girl she was a trick
Illusion turn down my determination its a *****
For when I thought id kiss your lips
Now I'm the one that feels like ****

Saying a whole lot we'd never do
Like hey man hit me up and come through
Simpler times like we still in high school
When you're an adult it's like there is a common trend
Where we start is most likely where we end
Customer service like have a good day
In the end we just wanna get paid
Weekends turn to stories of how messed up you are
Then novels about how you didn't go far
21 hit the bar instead of raising it
420 still smoking might as well face it
Mind state same color as a nosebleed
Wired mind figuring out what you need
Reapers lurking might as well concede

In the rain I still feel the tears
Running from my darkest fears
No matter how wet I get in the rain
I still feel this harkening pain
Like I've finally reached my end of the road
And never had a chance to get that old
Covet those who feel so pure
Head in the clouds looking for the cure

Yes you reading this, You're awesome never stop being yourself!

Jorge-

I'll give you it all just love me
I'll hold the door just to get close to you
Do the dishes to watch you at ease
shave the beard for that gentle touch
Smooth caress a feeling I miss so much
Finish the laundry to get ***** again
Delete my life to attain our own
But when I'm around you, you spend all your time on a phone...

I felt it all burn inside this space
Pompeii wreaked havoc all over the place
Watch it burn my ashes in this urn solitude my main concern
As any heart broken lover can attest
It's not easy cleaning up your own mess

Misunderstood love comes common now a days
To begin to know or figure it out would be insane
Luckily lovers share the same brain
Waves merging to create  an illustrious codependent maze

Take my heart I'll take your pain
shall you remain in this mundane
Our love moving on a separate axis
Tilt the poles in our favor
For love to once again be savored

The simplicity
Unable to be bothered
A locked bathroom does wonders

You can't leave me, not like this
Call me selfish but your best friend is hurting you
Comfort from an inanimate poison
Self hate and self harm
So much charisma, your happiness exudes
Radiating your essence to make others envious

You can't leave me like *this

flakes pour down and surround me
Coldest I've ever felt and will be
Showered with the feeling or better yet
Trapped in the blizzard of my regret
stinging cold to correct my mistakes
Gone too fast life's cut my brakes
blacking out onto incoming traffic
A warm day I can only imagine it

Eyes a pool with no limit in depth
I fall in love with the feel of her gaze
Heart stained blue an aquatic maze
Digging through a sea of emotion
Trying to read her erratic motion
Smile always a grin like she knows what you can't
Making your thoughts seem smaller
Her voice makes you want to call her
baby or boo even banana
Crazy how I feel about this girl her name is...

Ever think we all started our lives too early or too late?
Looking at a pen and paper with nothing written
Always feeling like there is something missing..

If I only knew what I know now they say
As you get older the world doesn't become kind
It has you wishing you had a little bit more time

She's got that face you can't replace
An embrace to get me high and a smile to get me addicted
Conflicted with the memories of the good and bad
Times we've had shared and reminisced
It was just a kiss how did it all turn so sour
Relationship good to bad in under an hour
But our bad was all good
Nothing beats knowing we could
And would be so much more
If one of us wasn't such a....

Don't kiss me unless you're going to miss me
Let this be known to thee
I am nothing but a human, with feelings
Real? Artificial? It makes no difference
People still have them, but rarely show
Wearing your heart on your sleeve won't keep your warm
When the icy cold wind of reject creeps it way on by

******* dysfunction and ingest my rage
Feel my mind's mosh pit as I dive off the stage
Smell the lingering presence of my pasts rage
See the remnants of what use to be
Hear what I almost said that it was you that I L O V E'd

Wake up like what happened
In a bed next to your friend
Thursday night feeling more like the weekend
But that's old new what's right with today
Waking up with regret like the rent you'll never be able to pay
All because you set out on a journey to make her your bae
I hate that word, the bane of our language
So easily manipulating words to create another's anguish
I thought it was bad enough when random white girls tried to learn Spanish
From all this Reggaeton and fast living and not caring what you're hearing
All I want to do is love, but you all lost that capability and feeling...
The story doesn't end just because it's my last rhyme you got time sit down and let me give you some of mine
Let me tell you what this is really about
Y'all calling people thirsty when there's a drought
I don't understand this assimilation are you seeking it out?
They say just be you, and that's scarcity nowadays
Finding who you are is a **** maze that nobody wants to navigate

I lost my appetite and sight of my goals
Even my sanity along the way but nobody knows
These sleepless nights into tomorrow regret
This feeling doesn't come and go I'll make you a bet
Deep inside you'll find a curse
Shaped like a heart disguised as a hurse
I already thought I was a goner till my heart started beating again that's when I saw her blood racing with a story to tell
Nothing could stop me now I'm my way to hell

I traded my kindness for weakness
Smiled when I felt an utter saddness
Lied to protect the ones I love
And still end up feeling empty
A misplaced urn of eternal emotion
Now I'm nothing more than a fire place decoration

She is my want so much I need
Her eyes I'm locked anyone can see
You hypnotize me pendulum swing
My hearts in a fight like it entered the ring
But that's ok it's alright I've got plenty that you're going to like
All I'm asking is for a chance and s little respect
Instead I'm at the table with appetizers ready to pay the check

Overlooked as if too good
Too sweet causing cavities
Borrowing glances never getting them back
holding hands, loose, and even lonelier
All you wanted to do was be happy
Chances don't exist for opportunity is everything

Always wanted Her but she ran too fast
Doesn't matter id never last
Got some drive but no destination
Lost with a road map no transportation
Your hand in my headlights
As I drive away...

Talk the walls down and drought the moat of emotion

I'm no different than the things I said I'd never be
In the eyes of the innocent it's easy to see
Peer pressure, social media, and life to make you fall to your knees
But that's the anxiety
Do you think you are as insane as me?
I walk a path of self destruction, almost an art
Playing the part of who you think I am
Right not I'm not the leading actor but I'm doing the best I can
A bird in the bush is worth two in the hand

Sent to a world full of sorrow
Descending into arms the same
The yearning for a touch
Even if it hurts it's still wanted
A double ended sword sharpened
Ready to cut the non sense

I see you're riding with the ghost
Not even around to say hello
Yet I believe in you what I can't see
Am I a fool or an optimist?

I fantasize about you unable to decipher wants from needs

Ever been in the middle, even pushed aside?
Buried 6 feet under while you're still alive?
Just a normal everyday feeling
Lie awake blank mind, staring at the ceiling.
Empty hands wishing you had some to touch
Missing that one person you shouldn't a bit too much
Help anyone anyway you can yet still feeling ******
What's it take around here to be this thing called happy?

I was dead the whole time
I watched your life and mine
Couldn't believe it, I thought I was fine
Being happy, considered a crime
"It'll be okay" I'd always chime
Thinking I'm finally in my prime
I can't believe this sour rhyme
Unripe and unpleasant green lime
Silent now my thoughts fade away, mime

I wish I never fell for you
Hands on my chest to keep my heart from jumping out
Your name your being you're all I want to talk about
But I don't get it, you don't even flinch
Life's hard for you and harder for me since
You said my name and we shared a kiss
I am pushed aside because of someone else
My eyes stray while you have your way
All I want to do before you leave is say
I wish I never fell for you

I spoke and my words along with me started to fade away
Nothing more or less than a gentle sea breeze
Never to be seen but always to be heard
We can feel each other but you'll never find me
Your heart could pretend to love me
I know you're cold
I smell nice and your skin so soft
Getting off track but that's what eternity does to you
My mind hasn't gone it's just occupied by the changes in the ocean
Of your emotion and impossible to read chicken scratch personality
I've lost it all but go with the flow so you know even though
I'm not around all the time I still feel the want to touch
Your life don't forget me I love you very much
Inhale the courage to exhale my name
and one day I might breeze passed you again

Living life in flashbacks with memories on repeat of the times that we could have had just you and me you say that you miss me and want to be closer but anytime I ask you never come over that's okay another day I said and it's been the same forever inside my head

My eyes really open up to know the world will go on without me
I'm stuck living life from check to check and mirror to selfie
What is this world of self admiration without self confidence?
A fake sense of belonging for a measly thumbs up and a "share"
Funny to know that most of the time we all don't care
Conscious and worried in the back of our mind
Love me notice me be with me it all rushes in
This fear of being alone come about through wires not connected to our brain
Never have I felt such a rush from reading characters
and to think you have no idea if I've ever read a book or not
Take a second and think about that thought

A sign of freedom and letting loose
Rebellion slowly forming a noose
Sit back and watch your future fade
While you're stuck making minimum wage
To all his own metaphorically speaking
Doesn't take a cry for help to see you freaking
Out and about you still return to the scene
Like nothing else matters and no in between
Coming down from a hangover like no ones business
When the future come you won't be missed

I saw this girl and it hit my brain
Too much to contain I thought about spitting game
But I managed to fight the urges
So I finished and continued on with my purchase
She got me feeling nervous but
Her red hair I admire  her body and attire
A smile to rock the ages, her eyes just quite outrageous
Different colors like different stages and I..
Can't help but take my eyes off hers
A color that I can't quite decipher
But I think I might even like her..
Style a bit of blue with some grey to boot
Digging all day and I think she's cute
Funny to say I met her through a couple glances
Kinda ***** I never took any chances
And I thought did she see me too?
There's really only one thing left to do..
Gains some super powers, I ain't no mind reader
I think I have to go back and actually meet her