Feeling like my phone, I'm constantly wired
My battery 99 percent and won't go higher

Brightness always turned up to max
using all my energy to see where I'm at

Airplane mode helps me coast
My friends consider that a "ghost"

never get a chance to snap pics
battery burning down like wicks

missing texts what could be next?
Ignoring alarms I've set



Sleep modes the only time I nap
Middle of the night
wake me up
via tap

Baby take a ride in my spaceship
Said you need more space but this aint it?

We got all the time but it's tainted
Baby Please dont lie i can take it

Paint my face a clown while its raining
Tears that fall its the same ****

Just when I couldn't take any more pain
Memories surface happiness to  blame
Its gonna take space to forget your name

Recent months my minds taken a tumble

Been acting selfish instead of humble

I let too many people burst my bubble

Do my best to stay out of trouble

Picking up the pieces left from the rubble

Amassed by the amount of trouble I managed to stay out of

Heart broken because the ones I used to love

Wouldn't think twice about throwing away

What we once had like shoulder shrugs


You might think I'm self aware

Often times I fake confidence

Because of you I have no problem breaking promises

When I know I was always the last option

When did this shared love turn so rotten

I don't love myself but you keep loving me

I am not the man that I want to be

I keep getting hurt and I'm speaking honestly

I'll limp my way through life, it's my odyssey

I know I'll never be yours or live comfortably

The more I think, it's just more I'm harboring

I tried being me that was tough enough to face

I could use a vacation, I could used a year in space

When nobody seems to make time for me
I look for another hit of dopamine
Now the only time I feel I'm free
Is in my thoughts steady spiraling

I can't remember the last time I forced a smile
I can't remember the last time I ran a mile
My shoes still looking pretty new
No ambition to do what I used to
Many ships have sailed that I should have left on
You don't know what you've got till IT'S gone

Every time I see your ghost

Is late at night when I'm thinking the most

I used to hate being on my own

Rather be haunted than to be alone

Now anytime I see your ghost

I feel myself losing control

Out with the new too used to the old

Never felt a touch so cold

Shivers reminding that I am alone

Always making the same mistakes

Gotta stop wearing my heart on my sleeve

All I know is how to give I forgot how to take

Taking a toll covering up while I bleed

Gravity has me in its pull once again you see

Anytime I feel myself start to orbit and feel free

Newton's laws have no problem reminding me