Depression is like punching waves
You keep hitting and hitting
But the waves keep coming
You look up and see the entire ocean waging against you
Like god created a storm just for you  
And then you become tired
And then you start to drown under the never ending cycle of waves

The ghost of you is choking me
But I don’t want you to leave
So I’ll let my lungs burn and heave
Please let me try and breathe for you

In amongst the debris of everything we created
And everything we destroyed
I know that I still love you
Even though your heart is still
And your body is cold
The memory of you will always keep me warm

Although i lay in the gutter
I still look at the stars
Oh how beautiful they are
Burning into the sky
Bleeding light into the darkness
Pure destruction
Pure chaos

Our love was like a fruit
Started of so sweet and so soft
But as it aged, it rotted and died
Leaving only a sour taste in my mouth

I knew the moment I started falling
That you could never catch me
My burdens were to heavy
I just didn’t realise that the crash
Would hurt so much

Rain pours like acid from the sky
I let you crawl inside my chest
when you were tired and needed to rest
but then you clawed your way out
and now there's nothing but emptiness
A bird without a nest
My bones are heavy
My lungs heaving
It shouldn't be so hard to be breathing
but your absence wraps around me like a noose
Will your suffocating grip ever become loose?