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p Oct 2018
I built you up
made you hold on

you took my love
used it all for yourself

in the end
you left me nothing at all

for once in my life
I know for sure

that people like you
I need to let go.
p Feb 2018
I simply lay here
Listening to the slow beating of my heart
My thought begein  to drift in the abyss
Wondering why I am so unstable
Why I am considered so unstandable to you
My hearts beats slow, as if it's the only thing I feel
The only steady rhythm I have in my life
The ghostly touch of four faint scars linger on my wrist
one
two
three
four
There's a icy itch of pain I want to feel again
One, two, three, four.
Five
p Feb 2018
Think, when do I not think
thoughts spiralling in my head about ideas
Ideas that can be poisonous, heartwarming.
Sometimes even bitter blue
There is no center ...

I'm not just thinking, I'm over thinking
When my brain is crammed.
To full for my mind
It's when I feel the storm inside of me
A storm caused by waves crashing and winds screeching so loud my head hurts.

Maybe I don't want it to stop
Maybe it's what keeps me going.
Keeps me creative and interesting
A drive for adventure and sips of adrenaline

Your mind can feel like a thousand people screaming your name in every direction
Thoughts can be dangerous when they aren't dismissed
The thoughts of yesterday, today and tomorrow can be soothing in a way
Recollecting memories can put a smile on your lips without you noticing
How can one feel so much and simply lay there thinking.

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