connections are strange.
And i wonder what kind we have.
i know i love you and i know you love me.
do we have a spiritual connection?
meant to teach eachother about the world in our own eyes?
or is it only physical?
only when you touch me or when i kiss you?
do we have a mental connection?
can we trust eachother with secrets and
emotions?
or is that too much for you?
we joke, but we dont have many deep talks.
not about us,
family,
or even the weather and how it makes us feel.
i try,
but are you interested?
do you try to hide from me?
thats how it seems.
only short answers and "yes, im fine."
but i know otherwise.
why wont you confide in me?
thats what im here for.
Every day i feel more and more as though
youre using me as a distraction.
from the trauma
from the curiosity,
from the confusion.
are you?