The unending fall
Without a beginning
Is no fall at all

Nobody falls
Without jumping
Or being pushed

Scented wax
Oh so soothing
My nephew gets his nose all over it
Because its good stuff
And he's a little one.
When you said you want one
I assume you meant like him?

Science
A paper
Distracting, but important
And about a topic I found stupid

And of course
Being corny
And without a way to release corniness
I wish I had time nowadays

I can be happy somewhere
But not here
Never here

Sometimes I wonder
If my mother realizes how much
I dislike being here.

With her lame excuses
Cold mornings
And her guilt trips.

And my constant thought
Can I confront her today?
No, she did something for me today...
Yesterday...
Last week...
There's a holiday coming up...
I just want to explode
But I can't
Because I would feel guilty.

It seems like
Instead of being a relief
It is a reminder.

We sit together
Cuddling and talking
But we're miles away
More often than not.

However
Somehow
The little bit of time I spend
In your presence
Somehow makes this separation
Endurable.

For some reason
Tonight I feel
More alone than ever.
I feel sad
But I'm not sure why.
I can't focus on anything
I feel like I messed something up
But I can't say anything to anyone
And my love is asleep.