I'm sick
I have been for awhile
And I want it to go away
Because it hurts
Partially
But also
Because I don't get to see you.

It really gives you an appreciation
For the things you hate to do
When you are unable to do them.
It gives you an appreciation
For what you don't notice
When it hurts to notice them.
I want what I cannot have
Yet I still dream of you
The most unreachable thing of all.
Hidden away in your tree
In your books of things that many
Don't care to learn
But perhaps ought to.
A smile that brightens my day
Show it to someone
Fight these people tearing you apart
Show them your happiness
That you've shown me.
Enchant them
Fill them with wonder
And awe at your sheer
You  - ness
Look at this amazing world we take for granted
I know not how you see it
Nobody knows that
So show them
Show them with your life
Breathe it
And continue to amaze us all.

I still can't believe you didn't catch it
Because you most certainly read it.
Now it is removed
So you cannot guess.
It's better that way.

I fall for you
Again and again
You're a blessed heart
And more than a friend
You help me up
When I'm fallen and *****
I thought you always seemed
Strong, oh and sturdy
But sturdy walls do not fall
They keep others out
I'm glad you let me in
And well you're all I think about.
My love has some passion
No rhythm, no rhyme
And I never shall fall for you
One last time.

You missed it.
I gave you a hint.
It was here somewhere.
Tell me
Do you know?
Because it ruins it if you do.

Sometimes I wish I lived
In another time
Another dimension
With a different story
Maybe similar characters
But I don't think I would choose to be
Where I am
I wonder if I would change
Who I am.
Because that's the whole point.

I am an expert
At running away
I enjoy the exhilaration
That it gives me
But perhaps that's not the only time I
Run away.