In my head
I have all these
Feelings
Feelings for you.
You
Are always on my mind.
I wake up and think about you.
I think about you through my day.
I think of you as I fall asleep.
I dream about you all night.
Honestly, before this started
Before we talked
Before I fell in love
I could have lived pleasantly
Happily
But now
I don't know how I could
Live
Without you
Without your presence
Without these thoughts of you
Which I treasure.
Always.
You're amazing
In so many crazy ways.
Your laugh
Your smile
Your kindness
Your uniqueness.
You're beautiful,
Though that word can scarcely describe you.
I could get lost in your eyes
If I was able to look for long enough.
You make some great faces
And they've become easy to read.
Your voice echoes in my head
If I hear one word from your lips.
The way it feels to have you next to me
Lingers on my skin for an eternity.
To be with you
Is all I want.

I love you.

When I think about you

Ba-bump

When I see you

Ba-bump

When we hug

Ba-bump, ba-bump

When I lay next to you

Ba-bump, ba-bump

When we kiss

Ba-bump, ba-bump, ba-bump

Ba-bump, ba-bump, ba-bump

My heart goes crazy
I feel it in my ears

Not a lot gets my heart going like that
But you
You make it happen more than anything else!
I listen to your heartbeat
To try to find out
If you feel the same.
Around you
Half-crazed
Very much out of my mind
I have trouble controlling myself
So I need to let out this
Energy
Amazement
Hunger
Somehow.
Can you guess?
I'm sure you know...
Oh yeah

I love you
More than anything.
Thought I'd let you know.

All I want
Is to sleep next to you.
All night.
And wake up with you.
Cuddle with you.
It's all I long for.
Night and day.
Every hour
Waking or sleeping.
You're on my mind.

My eyes are wet.
It can't be tears
Because I don't cry.
I think some of my
Happiness
Love
Joy
Is seeping out.
I blame you
But I don't really mind.

We talked on the phone
Not even for long
And it was mostly silence.
All I could think
All I can think
Is
I love you
Kaydee, I love you
I love you, I love you.
You're so amazing
I love you so much
I can't hold it in.
I don't want to hold it in!
**I LOVE YOU

I am relieved
No, I didn't
Relieve myself
(Meaning pooping, etc.)
I am relieved
Because something I worried was wrong
Somehow
Is actually embraced.
A weight has been lifted.

Right now
I am simply
Happy.
I won't be brought down
Though I dread tomorrow.
I am talking to you
Even though we sit in silence.
I cannot believe how happy this makes me.