I never
Want to give you
Pain
Ever again.
I know I will
But
I will try.
Because
That is all I can do.

Hey
I love you a bunch
It's been almost 3 months
You're an amazing person
I know you've been worried
I think we're ok.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I can't express it.
I try.
But I can't.
It's impossible.
I have this love for you
It's amazing.
Uncontrollable.
And now
That I am not
Wandering
From MY faith
I will have more
And more
And more
Love
For you
And everyone.
...
I love you.

My soul yearns
For your presence
As that is everything
That I need.

My life
Is not mine
I am returning to you
Your arms
Your love.
The worship says
That you are altogether lovely
And I agree.
Because you saved me
From myself.
I will bow to no other.
I am yours
And you are mine.
Your love
Is mine to spread.
I am the butter knife
The world is my bread.
I want to cover it with
The butter.
Your love.
Give me these visions
Give me this love
And help me
To love unconditionally.
I am almost crying
Humbled by your majesty
I can barely move
In your presence.
Everything pales in comparison
With you
And this blessed peace
This yearning to help others
However I can.
There is so much to do
And I am not sure if I can
Do it all.
I cannot do it
Alone
By any means.
I need your help.
And the help of those
Who You call
To love on this
Fallen
Broken
Colorless
Corrupt
Beautiful
World.
I ask this in your name.

Most of my life
It took me 14 years
To be found
Saved.
I have no time
To wander
To drift
Because there is others
Who don't have this
Blessed
Love
Assurance
Forgiveness.
I must stay solid
And live for others
The remainder of my life.

I won't get mad
The only thing I will
Become
Is sad.
I love you
Too much.
You say love makes pain
I agree.
So
I will be sad.
But this too shall pass.
I won't be sad long.
And I'll still love you.

Your arms
Hold me lovingly
You constantly
Forgive me
When I ***** up
All the time.
We all can be forgiven.
All we need to do
Is ask.
That is your love
Other oriented
Self sacrificial
It reaches all of us
And protects us.
**Redeems us