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 Dec 2013 cypress
asmida
She sing and smile like a happy girl
She just like a star shining like a pearl
She walk and talk just like rihanna
But that doesnt mean she happy with her life


On morning she act like a normal girl
Studying, walking, talking and eating
But at night she's not like a normal girl
Sitting and crying is what she can do


People never saw the beast in her mind
But she always know that the beast is inside
Seeking for blood, hungry for happiness
So she ends up cutting herself


Her tears falling down
Her blood rushing down
Shes painting a drawing
Just like an artist
She ain't need a paper, she ain't need paint
Because her body is enough to be a
masterpiece


Where all those word that they had promise
"I will always be there for you oh my ladies"
Maybe it just a filthy lies
And now she regret cause believing in that


One day she take her knife from a drawer
But her knife is not there anymore
Oh now she remember what happened actually
She throw the knife and change it with flower


She promise herself she wont cut again
Because she believe her eternal happiness will
come
She ask her self "why I should hurt myself"
When its obvious its not her fault
Now she smiling and no longer upset
Because happiness is exist only when you start
loving yourself.
 Dec 2013 cypress
Daniel Magner
Electronic beep
signaled the beginning
words rushed past my teeth
pulsing with hope
as my heart stood tall
but three days
sloshed by
with no return
call
Daniel Magner 2013
 Dec 2013 cypress
asmida
Life
 Dec 2013 cypress
asmida
Life is not that easy
But it also not that hard
Maybe its sound a little bit crazy
But trust me this is not absurd


Baby there's no rainbow without a rain
There's no happiness without some pain
One day you'll smile with no more tears
But for now you may need
To stay strong and be happy



My dear strong fighter
Just put down your knife
Throw away your lighter
You dont need it forever
For your own good sake
To make a better life
 Dec 2013 cypress
ARI
Another sleepless night Im having
Bothered by these unfair thoughts.
Crippled by the guilt im feeling
Destroying my once lovely dreaming.

Every time I see her face
Fear rips through my tightened chest.
Gentle laughter now forgotten
Hatred for myself still blooming.

I feel as though Im always followed
Jumping at each and every noise.
Keeping to myself and crying
Learning to hide from my nightmares.

Maybe one day I'll be just fine
No longer blaming myself.
Or perhaps I will never change
Possibly only becoming worse.

Quizzical is my way of thinking
Ridiculous I have become.
Sulking in my darkened shadow
Teetering on the line of insanity.

Unwanted pain fills my soul
Vanquishing my beautiful memories.
Withering away from everybody
Xenophobe I now have become.

Zealous I will never be again.


-ARI
 Dec 2013 cypress
Mouth Piece
My mind held tight lock and key but what I found was only what’s safe. Afraid to perish when my minds nails dug deep into the polished oak of the coffin. A coward dies 1000 cycles before the first battle cry of reality. Safe inactivity rots the bones to the marrow of the infected anxiety! So instead my cowardice and selfish ambitions moved to a new vice. I was most dangerous when successful to worldly accolades and dreams. I could hide in the shadows of potential, invisible to the threats of our carnal realities. Only showing face when it was safe and sound. Death brews in a caldron froth with the luke warm stock of fear stirred by the seasoning of our sinful natures. You only live once is the name of the selfish game and I think I just flat lined. You won’t find eternity in the safety of that mirror mirror on the wall….I want to Love deeper than deeper and yet deeper again. I want to pick up the cross and follow Jesus.
 Oct 2013 cypress
Allen Wilbert
My Letter

This is a letter, I'm writing to me,
with paper that came from a tree.
Over forty and nothing accomplished,
thought by now, I'd be smoothly polished.
Life didn't turn out like I thought,
I did everything that I was taught.
When younger, found love once or twice,
each time, I learned while paying the price.
Have two kids I love dearly,
not seeing them every day, hurts severely.
Never knew life would be this complicated,
too easily, I get so aggravated.
Snapping at the smallest thing,
just once, I want to be a king.
Met a woman, I love a lot,
moved to Florida, where it's always hot.
Been in two major car accidents,
surviving both was so miraculous.
I've had my share of nervous breakdowns,
lived in my share of lonely towns.
All I ask for is my chance of fame,
for fifteen minutes, I'd play the game.
At this moment, my life ain't half bad,
sometime's I feel like I've been had.
Done my share of bad things,
karma sometimes badly stings.
Been so broke, lived in the streets,
been so rich, followers actually read my tweets.
Now I live with my best friend,
I'm hoping till the very end.
A letter to yourself is a great exercise,
learning about yourself, can make you wise.
This will end my hand written letter,
try it sometime, I promise you'll feel better.
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