Don't make promises you can't keep, people will have broken trust and saddened hearts I whispered "I'll never do it again" and she believed me I looked straight into her eyes Not exactly lying, because I meant what I said It was just a promise I couldn't keep A tale I told to make her feel better But she found out i didn't keep my word now all I have left is our broken trust and my saddened heart
I'm hoping One of these days That when I sleep For hours on end I won't wake up Because maybe My brain will forget How to breath While my mind Drifts to different dreams And maybe I won't have to Face another dreadful Day
Feeling the damp wood on my thighs Humming a tune and closing my eyes Awaiting the arrival of my friend To come and take me to my end Wearing my prettiest dress Hair in a tangled mess I can hear the whistle off in the distance I'm at the end of my existence
Sometimes I can't handle being inside my skin I want to break out of this cell The walls, the ceiling, the floor They're closing in on me These bars are pressing into my side My stomach is going to burst All I want is to Rip out my brain And tear out my thoughts