I am a little person
Who has just a humanity in her pocket.
I am little girl
Who has just a fairy dream.
I am  a little angel
Who has a big love in her heart.

Tell me please
the secret of living as a lucky person.
Tell me please
the secret that somebody can  love me
Tell me please
the secret of being a successful person.

What makes me happy?
Not money
Not car
Not authority.
Just
Humanity
Attention
Respect and Love
What makes me sad?
Past time
-Untruth
-Unrequited Love
-Unfair.

Today is my birthday. Why do people celebrate the birthday? Why? What is the meaning? I can't understand it. For instance, I am sad. I am so-so.  Cause I know what the life is ? I am going to be older. Anyway, the meaning of my  Birthday is  one of  my wishes comes true or does it this day. Cause  One year, I worked very hard and tried to do the best. And this day, my birthday has to give
me the present what I deserve. It is a big and unforgettable gift for me. I do not ask everything from anybody. I do the best present for myself. I ask it myself

I am an artist
I draw my life.
I am a teacher
I teach my steps.
I am a doctor
I treat my destiny.
I am a lawyer
I judge my actions.
I am a builder
I build my success.
I am a translator
I translate my opinion.
I am a  photographer
I take  my memories.
I am a writer
I write my future.
I am a chef
I cook my mood.
I am a businesswoman
I manage myself.

Nobody believes in your treas
Even you cry
Even you are sad
Everybody are cruel
They build our life
They break our life
Nobody believes in your tears
Tears are just weakness
Tears are just water, water water

My first love died
I don't have enough air to breath
I remember  all of his words
I don't forget even his clothes
My feeling without answer
He took with him
My lovely words to him
Asleep forever in my heart
Now, nobody take it out.
My  tears change into ice
Nobody can break it
I stop to imagine my life with him
Now,it is just my dream in the paradise
He is my love in my fairy tale
Now, I don't have  chance to tell him
I don't have a chance to love him
He is just my stone
Which live in my soul
He is my black shadow
That I can't touch
He is my wind
That I can't see
He is my castle
Nobody can't open it ,
even with a key, too
I thank him forever
I love him ever
Because
He is my first love
First love is never die in my heart...