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Eric Martin Dec 2016
Time slows and warps
Every thing becomes lucid but clearly defined
I felt my body turn into a corpse
As I slipped into my mind

Where to go was not clear
It was black but with a never ending pattern
An infinit mirror
But I still moved on into this cavern

Voices echoed through my head
But I couldn't tell if it was coming from some one els
Or if it was some thing I said
Or if they were both parallels

I felt light lightly touch me
And wither up my spine
I turned around to see
But I was blinded by the light so divine

What I saw I could never describe
Some thing that could and never be
Impossible to transcribe
But undoubtedly a part of me

My vision unable to look away
A spinning sun of my sanity, soul, humanity, who I was as a whole
I was stuck and had to obey
I was lost and out of control

The more I looked the more I saw into me
The more answers I did find
The more I looked the more I couldn't get free
The more I became stuck in my mind

In infinity I became lost
I wish I could go back to who I used to be
I saw inside but at what cost
Will I ever again be free
Eric Martin Dec 2016
My eyes open
Pierce through the dark
I crawl into my skin
Its time to pretend to be a monarch

A dead black heart
Rotting flesh that surounds
Completely torn apart
Held together by a mask that bounds

Youthful and spry
Confidence amplified
If only they knew it was lie
And I was really dead inside

The anxiety that some one will see
Inside to the real me
Would I be killed if I was detected
Or would I be accepted

This black heart still has hopes and dreams
That life is more then it seems
That this mask is a cocoon
And I will be some thing beautiful soon
Eric Martin Dec 2016
You stole my heart
And lit a fire inside
It soon tore me apart
And burnt me alive

My love for you was immense
But I could not take it no more
You are not the person I should adore
Every thing is starting to make sense

My heart is week and my body sore
Your too vicious to love any more
It is calm but every thing is tence
This means war
Let it commence

You were are my love
But all you brought was pain
So I am going to make it rain
Death from above

You better run you better hide
I'm going to be you're cyanide
I'm going to drop the nukes
Scorch the land
I'll bring death and it'll be grand

You will regret aggravating
You were underestimating
That I wasn't concentrating and calculating
Soon I will be dominating and you will be suffocating
I promise it will be devastating
Eric Martin Dec 2016
My heart has become a hollow shell
It is some thing that makes me dwell
I look for some thing to put inside
To make my heart swell

You are a muse
You take me out of my blues
You make me feel alive
Your my light and my fuse

In my empty heart you reload
You put me in a creative mode
You give me drive
And make my heart explode
Eric Martin Dec 2016
You are my fantasy
I am drawn by your gravity
I love what your presenting
You are never ending

You are so confident
I hear that your competent
I think about you as I dream
You are more then you seem

You can make my heart wither
I want you to kiss and slither
I can't explain why
You make me want to die

You are extraordinary
I want to be tortured in your purgatory
I want to pay for my sin
You make me crawl out of my skin

You are for ever seen
I want to scream
I want you to be with me
You have no place you would rather be
Eric Martin Dec 2016
I have always bin running
Running to be free
I can feel death hunting
Hunting for me

I run for my friends
But now my friends are no longer mine
I will keep on running until this ends
I know I am close to the end but I just need more time

I feel so alone
I want some one to lend me a hand and tell me its ok
I wish I had a home
I wish I had a place to stay

I can always feel him
Feel him one step behind
I know he's on the brim
He's on the brim and soon he will find

I feel him, I'm at the end
He sticks out his hand like a friend
I asked where my soul would send
And he said "on me that would depend"

I knew all along but I didn't want to see
I saw death coming and ran from his spell
But I was really running because of me
Because I knew if he took me I would go to hell
Eric Martin Dec 2016
Fast times
Fast crimes
All the things I have done
Could last many lifetimes

When your walking and alone
I will get you and crush every bone
They will never see you again
But my spree will never end

I am the one your hating
and your the one I'm baiting
But if your hesitating
Its going to be devastating

I'm hiding where you can see
And for that you must pay the fee
I won't even let you make a sound
As I take you down

You should have bin more superstitious
Or at least suspicious
You would have seen I was vicious
I'm not complaining cause your delicious

I know when your near
I can smell your fear
I like the way you fight
Do you like the way I bite?

No matter how you try I can't be castrated
I'm what your nightmares created
You will be dominated
And your remains desecrated

No matter how you try
I will never die
I will always be free
But just watch out for me
Eric Martin Dec 2016
No one is ever free from the things they do
And for me that is very true
Every time I fail
My skin grows a scale

I feel like the really me is no longer shown
I block people out with a wall
I feel so alone
I as deeper I fall

Some people see some thing reptilian
Some people see a villain
But the one person people no longer see
Is inside to me

I build an building my self a shell
That is escaping me from its hell
But running away from all my fears
Makes so no one is letting me near

I can no longer shout
I can no longer run
I must get out
And pick off every scale one by one
Eric Martin Dec 2016
Over my life I have tried to pay my toll
I have tried to achieve my goal
I have tried to crack the codes
But I decided to sell my soul
Thats why I have come to the cross roads

As I got here
I felt his presence near
I am already going to hell
So I had nothing to fear
Of giving my soul to sell

He appeared in a flame
But before any thing I had to speak his name
I said it with glee
He said I should be saying it with shame
But still I paid my fee
And to him it was all the same

I felt an emptiness inside
But with a tide it turned to pride
He gave me all I wished
But he told me as soon as I died
It would turn to anguish

I knew this was shameless
But I would soon be famous
A bright shining star
But I knew some thing was amiss
As I was hit by a car

What a ***** cheat
But still I was fairly beat
I became a never ending dish
I was famous for my sweet meat
So at least I still got my wish
Eric Martin Dec 2016
I want to be the fuel to light your fire
I want to be the drug that gets you higher
Grab your soul
Make you have no where els to go

I want to slit open your chest
Use you as a test
Use you're heart as a machine
Then blow it up with nitroglycerine

We are all empty
But we need some thing to inspire
Lets start the assembly
Lets explode into a fire
Take what we require
Fill every desire
Let this all conspire
And Get a little higher
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