Why
Lie
Cry
Bye

Home
Alone
Groan
Stone

Blame
Vein
Pain
Refrain

Re­d
Lighthead
Dread
Dead

Unannounced she appeared
I could tell some thing was wrong
Her make up was smeared
She is normally so strong

I sat her down inside
I asked if she was alright
She just cried
So I held her tight

I stroked her hair
Told her it would be ok
I would always be there
But she had nothing to say

I looked her in the eye
Asked her what happened
She wouldn't tell me why
But her eye was blackened

She gave me a sharp stare
One with so much pain
I could tell she had bin through a nightmare
She didn't need to explain

I held her close to me
And kissed her on the cheek
I was going to make her see
That things weren't that bleak

I was going to help her through this
Show here there was nothing to fear
I was going to give her bliss
But right now I am going to help just by being here

Thump thump
The blood flows
To all the places it goes
Clearing out this toxic waste dump
And trying to turning it into a rose

Breath in, breath out
Air fills each lung
Comes out to the tongue
Uses is to scream and shout
But so perfect and on point it feels like its bin sung

Back and forth goes the eyes
Trying to regain focus
Almost like hypnosis
But it still cries
Hopefully one one will notice

Bang bang
The brutality of the fist
They are ******
A two man gang
But you are lucky, they purposely missed

What the **** thought the brain
Is this who you are?
Pushing people away and running so far
Why are you causing pain
And leaving a scar

Putting her in a jar
Then breaking it like you are insane
This blood on your hands is now a stain
Its who you are
No one will ever love you again

Time slows and warps
Every thing becomes lucid but clearly defined
I felt my body turn into a corpse
As I slipped into my mind

Where to go was not clear
It was black but with a never ending pattern
An infinit mirror
But I still moved on into this cavern

Voices echoed through my head
But I couldn't tell if it was coming from some one els
Or if it was some thing I said
Or if they were both parallels

I felt light lightly touch me
And wither up my spine
I turned around to see
But I was blinded by the light so divine

What I saw I could never describe
Some thing that could and never be
Impossible to transcribe
But undoubtedly a part of me

My vision unable to look away
A spinning sun of my sanity, soul, humanity, who I was as a whole
I was stuck and had to obey
I was lost and out of control

The more I looked the more I saw into me
The more answers I did find
The more I looked the more I couldn't get free
The more I became stuck in my mind

In infinity I became lost
I wish I could go back to who I used to be
I saw inside but at what cost
Will I ever again be free

You stole my heart
And lit a fire inside
It soon tore me apart
And burnt me alive

My love for you was immense
But I could not take it no more
You are not the person I should adore
Every thing is starting to make sense

My heart is week and my body sore
Your too vicious to love any more
It is calm but every thing is tence
This means war
Let it commence

You were are my love
But all you brought was pain
So I am going to make it rain
Death from above

You better run you better hide
I'm going to be you're cyanide
I'm going to drop the nukes
Scorch the land
I'll bring death and it'll be grand

You will regret aggravating
You were underestimating
That I wasn't concentrating and calculating
Soon I will be dominating and you will be suffocating
I promise it will be devastating