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Eric Martin Dec 2016
You were my mistress, my ever lasting love
So beautiful and free like a dove
I wish I could prevent you from this wreck
You were too delicate to protect
If only I could stop the gods above

I loved you and you loved me
You went out of your way to pay this fee
I was blessed with your grace
You lit a fire in me with your embrace
Why couldn't I just let you be

You were more then my best friend
My wounds you did mend
If only I could do the same
And prevent you from this pain
I wish this wasn't the end

I wasn't the only heart you did steal
I couldn't help how it made me feel
But I was to blind to see
That you only had eyes for me
But I just couldn't tell what was real

All these emotions manipulated
You were so devastated
I don't know how I couldn't see
I was hurting the only one who loved me
This was a monster love created

You didn't run, you didn't hide
You just looked me in the eyes as your cried
You tried to calm me down with your speech
You thought there was a part of me you could reach
But still you died

If only you picked some one whose love you deserved
Instead of picking the man you served
But now you're in heaven after all that pain
And I will be in hell but the only thing that will keep me sane
Is keeping the memory of you preserved
Eric Martin Dec 2016
My soul is blistering
I'm tired of going down this road
I feel like I am filled with nitroglycerine
And I am about to explode

I am so filled with hate
I'm an angel that fell
I am ready to face my fate
Drag me to hell

Flay my skin
Cut my from within
I want to be able to feel
My skin as it peels

Let me experience the fiery scorcher
My screams you will conjure
With the sick and twisted torture
My soul you will conquer

I want pain you can not measure
Blended in with pleasure
I want to explorer
Ever single horror

I want pain in every nerve
Because this is what I deserve
**** me time and time again
Make me say Amen
Eric Martin Dec 2016
Walking on the ledge
My feet at the edge
Dare I look down?
Will I drown?

My eyes peer to the ground
My heart begins to pound
I don't like what I see
Is it to late to flee?

I take a deep breath
I run until I think of death
I collapse where I stand
This isn't going as I planned

I put my face in my palm
I wait until I am calm
This is an obstacle I desire
I use this need to inspire

I take a running start
Don't let doubt rule my heart
My feet stop making a sound
As I leap from the ground

Time seems to stall
There's a peace before a fall
This feels like an unreal dream
I'm so excited I want to scream

I meet the water and quickly sink
To many emotions to even think
I'm at peace as I open my eyes
It's so beautiful I feel my self paralyze

Dancing light from the sun
Colours bleeding and beginning to run
Some thing in me has bin set free
I am who I want to be

My mind begins to grasp
I go up to the surface and take a gasp
I am so happy I can't detain
It will only be easier if I do it again
Eric Martin Dec 2016
You're hurt
You're tired of fending
You have become an introvert
Who's always defending

Tired of always looking for something real
But you can no longer feel
Because everone is trying to steal
You're heart instead of lending
You can no longer heal

You have become weak, Meek
You feel like a freak
You're no longer unique
You no longer seek

Love
God above
A group to be apart of
Any one that gets close you shove

But your not dead
Healing takes time
Move ahead
Life's a mountain that you must climb

Sure your sore
And life's become a chore
But your strong
And life is long
You'll endure
Soon you will restore
And soon will be asking for more
Eric Martin Dec 2016
Why
Lie
Cry
Bye

Home
Alone
Groan
Stone

Blame
Vein
Pain
Refrain

Re­d
Lighthead
Dread
Dead
Eric Martin Dec 2016
Unannounced she appeared
I could tell some thing was wrong
Her make up was smeared
She is normally so strong

I sat her down inside
I asked if she was alright
She just cried
So I held her tight

I stroked her hair
Told her it would be ok
I would always be there
But she had nothing to say

I looked her in the eye
Asked her what happened
She wouldn't tell me why
But her eye was blackened

She gave me a sharp stare
One with so much pain
I could tell she had bin through a nightmare
She didn't need to explain

I held her close to me
And kissed her on the cheek
I was going to make her see
That things weren't that bleak

I was going to help her through this
Show here there was nothing to fear
I was going to give her bliss
But right now I am going to help just by being here
Eric Martin Dec 2016
No one around for as far as the eye can see
So alone
But this how we want it, just you and me

Deep black sky with stars never ending
I kiss you as you lovingly moan
I feel my self extending

I asked if she was in the mood from the stars above
And said I would take her to the 'Bone Zone"
But she laughed and said lets just call it making love

Our hearts beat as one
She is the most beautiful girl I have ever known
We both come with the rise of the sun

Never have I felt this before
She is my best friend, lover, with her I am home
She transcends every thing and so much more

We are both united by this flame she lighted
Our love has grown
I hope in the future I will be delighted but with her I am always excited
Eric Martin Dec 2016
She begs me for mercy
But I don't hear her pleas
She sees I am blood thirsty
She falls to her knees

I love to watch them squirm
I love the way they are dominated
She wants it and it will be on my term
I love how much I am hated

In her mouth outlined with tears a put my ****
She looked so hungry that I just had to let her start feeding
But she must of bin because she Chomped down on my stock
All I saw when I looked down was a stub that was bleeding

The End
Eric Martin Dec 2016
Thump thump
The blood flows
To all the places it goes
Clearing out this toxic waste dump
And trying to turning it into a rose

Breath in, breath out
Air fills each lung
Comes out to the tongue
Uses is to scream and shout
But so perfect and on point it feels like its bin sung

Back and forth goes the eyes
Trying to regain focus
Almost like hypnosis
But it still cries
Hopefully one one will notice

Bang bang
The brutality of the fist
They are ******
A two man gang
But you are lucky, they purposely missed

What the **** thought the brain
Is this who you are?
Pushing people away and running so far
Why are you causing pain
And leaving a scar

Putting her in a jar
Then breaking it like you are insane
This blood on your hands is now a stain
Its who you are
No one will ever love you again
Eric Martin Dec 2016
Never see
Never be seen
Never be free
Never know what it means

Never touch
Never feel
Never know too much
Never know whats real

Never ****
Never make war
Never let blood spill
Never have a fire burn to your core

Never listen
Never hear
Never know whats missing
Never know who's near

Never ending
Never let some one close
Never start mending
Never know who loves you most

Never be good
Never be bad
Never reach adulthood
Never be sad

Never Cry
Never die
Never ask why
Never say good bye

Never ever
Never ever again
Never ever forever
Never ever forever again, let Never End
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