I try so hard to be beautiful
If you only knew
But there is nothing beautiful
About the things I do
I try to be less so I can feel like I'm more
But does the number on the scale even matter anymore?
I'm promising and promising I ate before I came
But these pretty little lies are driving even me insane
And if you can't see through my smile
If you can't figure it out
I'm slowly killing myself
From the inside out
This was way back in grade 9 when I was very alone and very... well, I wasn't healthy in the mind. I'm better now. Usually I'm lying about that, but this time I ACTUALLY am. Seriously, I eat too much chocolate now. :P