I know you're there somewhere.
I hope you don't have to deal with all the ******* out there.
I hope you didn't have to go through the same pain i'm going through right now.
I hope you didn't have to hurt someone else's heart same as other ******* around.

I want you to know that i'm preparing myself to you.
I've made mistakes in the past but i didn't regret it though.
I've met wrong men, some who would come and go.
I am fixing myself and be ready for you.
I know you're coming and waiting for me too.

You deserve to have the best in me.
I know you're coming, it might not be too soon but i know it's not going to be too late.
I hope we can find each other soon.
I am not in a hurry though,
I will hang on and rebuild myself.
I don't know how much preparation i needed to do, but i know God will give me you at the most perfect time and at our most perfect self.