I'm tired of being alive
I'm tired of not wanting to be alive
I'm tired of having responsibilities
I'm tired of pretending like everything is okay
I'm tired of going to a house that 'im suppose to call my “home ” but it’s not that at all
Its a roof over my head to keep me warm but not to keep me sane
I'm insane
I'm tired of thinking i'm insane
I'm tired of arguing
I'm tired of having to put in headphones to block out the world
I'm tired of living in a world where money is the number one priority because without money you have nothing
I'm tired of the world
i'm tired of writing about my feelings
I'm tired of hiding my feelings
I'm tired of feelings
I'm tired of thinking
I'm tired of breathing
I'm tired of being tired ..

-n.a.

She longed to just disappear into into wind
What a beautiful bliss that would be for her
She craves the feeling of freedom
She lived her life as a controlled machine
She longed to just disappear
What a beautiful bliss
Her eyes scream for her
She is nothing but a beating heart and a controlled mind
she is deranged
she is stuck
she is you
we are her  


-n.a