it genuinely boggles my mind
when i try to fathom
how it is actually possible
to contain an immense amount
of warmth and love for someone
loving someone
to the extent that it transcends physicality?
to the extent that it encompasses
more than just the body and the soul?
i could go on and on,
ramble endlessly,
and write about how the act of selflessly giving yourself
to another person is seemingly something akin to breathing --
natural, unsought, easy, and innate
but i fear it would still not be able
to fully encapsulate the depth and ferocity
of this closely-knit emotion
that this frail body of mine holds.
(i could certainly try
but it would take a millennium)
for pius
mitski's new album made me think about a lot of things :) i missed writing a lot.