I will never be the same.
I have done so much that ruined me.
I have been living dead since I met you
I got myself hooked up on so many things I shouldn't be doing.
I have nowhere to run from it.
I cannot hide from anything if temptation would always find a way around me.
I don't know why I'm doing this.
I can't resist it.
I will never know innocence ever again, for it's been taken away from me.
And the man who took it from me has no plan on giving it back.
My innocence is now tainted by his touch.
His touch that still haunts me.
His words that linger on mind.
But he acts as if nothing ever happened.
I never wanted this.
I bid you "goodbye", dear innocence.
I hope you comeback.
But you, coming back to me, is like a dog inspiring a rabbit.
How could you do this to me? You knew I was vulnerable and you took advantage of it. Heaven knows how much I loved you. But what you did to me, was unforgivable. May guilt haunt your life forever. I hope you live with the misery that you left me for as long as you're walking the earth.