I.
hair in luxurious brown ringlets
stiff with hairspray
arm bent down my back
elbow in my face
fingers contort
jump and spin
grab the zipper and
zip up my dress in front of
the mirror
bejeweled bodice weighs me down
bright blue drowns
me out
let the reflection of my own
two hazel brown eyes
hypnotize me
fingers absentmindedly re-twist my curls
then
snap
out of it
plop onto the floor and strap
on my heels
practice walking
calves and ankles clench to
keep from falling over
II.
picture-perfect makeup
dates in pressed tuxedoes
find your friends
elegant silver jewelry
sequins sparkles and flowing colors
blur together
hold hands
pose here
you have an eyelash
fix that one button there
careful don't trip
you look beautiful
quick one more
smile
III.
bass pounding
pulsing in the walls
and behind my eyes
dizzying rainbow lights
crowd jumping
blind and deaf
screaming
curls fall out
makeup melts
fists make dents in the humid air
ties loosen
heels ripped off sore feet
IV.
stumble outside
soft cool twilight
bass still rattling the floor
but someone's prom date
is a poet too
pure thoughts about
art and
constellations and
calculus
silence the mob inside
hours fly
sky darkens
stars
reflect like glowing freckles
onto smiling cheeks
V.
put your shoes back on
"get his number!"
because you think I won't
be satisfied until I
kiss him?
we spent a night
under the stars
together
our minds together
crafted thoughts that
penetrated the cosmos
and will float among the stars for
eternity
we were in each other's lives
for as long as we needed to be
created infinity together
and
now –
we
carry out
our life sentences
alone