Let’s make a deal that I’ll get over you and
you’ll think about me every day
Let’s role play you- not being an *******
Or pretend that I don’t have addictive tendencies
And want us to happen 100000 more times
It gets better and then it gets worse
and then it gets better but I’m gonna be like
Nah, I don’t trust anything, I don’t have faith in anything.
When I look into your eyes; all I’ll ever see are future disappointments
But what difference does it make?
I’ll let you hurt me beautifully in all ways imaginable
I know I can count on you to let me down
But in all actuality, it’s not you; it’s my shattered fantasy of you.