Honestly I'm happy, really.
I'm so glad to have all of you.
To know I can love and be loved back.
Honestly, I don't want to care.
I want to be free and feel safe.
I want to be light and bright throughout my life.
Honestly though it troubles me,
how I can trust but you cannot.
That you seem angry at my choice.
Honestly, I'm scared
because I don't like being your problem.
But I know I've done nothing wrong.
But honestly, I hate it when people judge.
Because you don't know others' story.
And you don't know why I do so.
I hope you'll see it my way and understand the way I do.
Because
HONESTLY,
I'm most afraid of you.
I want to say I trust you and that I can tell you everything, but that's just it you judge too fast and understand too slow. But when you have problems I try and understand because I don't want you to feel what I feel. I hope you'll respect what I decided on because I'm happy. Please, you are my family. I do not want another fight.
