I notice
when people treat me differently,
the subtle shifts in their smiles,
and a coldness beneath their words.
I notice
when they weave their lies,
assuming I’m too gullible to see
the threads of truth unravelling.
I notice
when I’m left out of the plan,
a ghost in conversations,
I become an option, not a choice.
I notice
the awkwardness in their glances,
the way kindness wears a mask,
hiding intentions behind pleasantries.
I notice
when I’m a pawn in their game,
used for someone else’s gain,
my worth measured by their needs.
I notice
so don’t mistake my silence for naivety.
I’m sharper than you think.
I’m not blind; I notice everything.
©️Lizzie Bevis
The amount of people I have walked away from, this poem is for you.
People, your self worth is more important than their gain.
Do not let yourself become manipulated or used because you are kind or have something that they want.