O Heart...please stop beat....
please heart stop beat...
i can't stand with any more...
letters got strayed...
phrases scattered...
night got madly...
breathes went away...
what's going there...
where is the reality...
where i am now...
where are you...
did i lost my mind...
looking around...
every where...
went with my eyes where it can...
may i find any insignia...
nothing i got...
nothing i can see...
searched a lot...
every where...
tried a lot paths...
confused got...
got lost...
what's going there...
am i seeing things from a far...
is it any sign...
or its a mirage...
is it a real...
or what..
really don't know...
waves took me from side to another side...
took me with no decide...
with no power i had...
lots of thoughts runs so fast...
went with those waves...
called me to ride...
to dive into those waves...
i need...
need to dive, to be there...
but it would be the most difficult decision i take...
lost got i am again...
should i do...
should i take a risk...
am i going to stand it windy stormy...
no one will stand with...
just only me,who will...
will suffer its outcome...
so ... please heart..
please my heart...
stop beating...
i can't bear all those beats...
please do ...
hazem al jaber ...