the lack of emotional control
taking the toll
is there any magic quill
to keep'em from spill?
as the emotions not appreciated
your value for sure is depriciated
with all honesty is when you say
all you get is pushed away

i try to keep check but always fail
follow that very trail
towards a deep dark hole
sinking my whole
another disaster!
why the hell can't i master?
the art of mastering the thoughts
the way i master my body parts.....