You can not cure my intoxication
If all you know is CPR
You're trying to do the heimlich
I'm not even aware of where we are
And to think you think you can help
Ignites the rushing blood in me
I swallowed all the poison
So I would not see
As it pours out my mouth
And my life is choked up
The sun rises over the bay
As my eyes flutter I know
I will never have to see her again
That's all that matters
As I lie on the ground
And feel the cold earth I will join
I cannot speak
This is the most my pain has ever been worth
One tries to save me, but it's too late
I ate off the feasting plate
I ate at the queen of the festivals table
I love her and long to be able
To be in the moment once more
I know it won't happen.
So here's my reaction
My action to the action
Of her death in my life.
I dreamt of that rat every night.
PleAse don’t pretend
Lie to a child that somehow we are friends
Even if I try to extend
Your moving back into the future
And we won’t ever be kin
If that’s a game you’d like to play
Take your misery I’m not afraid to walk away
I didn’t make the simple mans mistake
I saw a virtue in the struggle of the wait
So when I don’t care to even glance in your eyes
Don’t act as if it’s some ill willed surprise
You had a chance just as I
And just as in that sense we are alike
I too can choose to exile your kind.
So this is me saying with clarity
You’ve exhausted all of my charity.
Done forcing myself to be “nice”. The truth is ultimatelykinder.
— The End —