I THINK IT’S TIME TO SPILL THE TRUTH
YOU NEVER LISTEN THOUGH, DO YOU?
YOU DEFEND YOUR FRAGILE EGO
BUT IT’S TIME FOR YOU TO KNOW

THE ROT YOU FORCED INSIDE MY MIND
WILL NEVER TRULY FADE OR DIE
YOU SCARRED MY HEART AND KILLED MY HOPE
NOW WASH YOUR MOUTH OUT, DRINK THAT SOAP

I KNOW THAT YOU WILL ALWAYS HATE
WHAT YOU CANNOT MANIPULATE
YOU ARE ROTTEN TO THE CORE
YOU ****** YOUR COUSIN, WORTHLESS *****

WARS WERE WAGED INSIDE MY MIND
I SEARCHED FOR PLACES I COULD HIDE
I FOUND SAFETY IN MY HEADPHONES
IT DROWNED THE CANCER IN MY BONES

IT’S NOT SLANDER THIS IS TRUTH
THE WORLD WILL FINALLY KNOW YOU
WERE MY ABUSER, GASLIGHTING
TRYING TO CHANGE WHAT I WOULD THINK

YOU HIT THE GAS UNLOCKED THE DOOR
TRYING TO PUSH ME TOWARDS THE FLOOR
THE PAVEMENT WOULD HAVE DONE THE TRICK
SHOVE MY FACE DOWN TILL MY SKIN STICKS

SCREAMING SHOUTING LOCKING DOORS
LEAVE ME OUT DURING THE STORM
BLAMED ME FOR WHAT YOU HAVE DONE
WHILE YOU TRIED TO **** YOUR SON

WELL HE HAS DIED HATING YOUR GUTS
CHOOSING TO **** HIS MIND OFF, BUT
YET I STAND HERE, WEARING HIS FLESH
I CAME BACK WRONG, A FAILED REFRESH

YOU’LL NEVER HEAR THIS ******* SONG
YOU MADE YOUR HATE CLEAR ALL ALONG
AT EVERY CHANCE YOU CUT ME DOWN
AND KEPT ME IN THAT ******* TOWN

WHEN ALL IS DONE, THE WAR IS THROUGH
I NEVER WANT TO HEAR FROM YOU
MY ****** MIGHT’VE ****** MY MIND
BUT YOU WERE WORSE BRENDA DEVINE

I have heard that the people who have

dam                                                            ­                   aged
you

are not the people that can help in piecing
you together again.
Yet, for right now, I crave your hands.
Your fingers
          running through
                              my hair.  
Untangled Worries.
Although your fingers are cold and boney,
this is what the feel of love was for me.
For so long.

I am trying my hardest to find a new love
within my own hands.