Those days you painfully covered your mouth and wipe your tears behind the wheels of our loving memories road
Those night you silently squeeze your palm where his used to fit in so dark and cold
Those 3 AM you screamed in tears because you saw him in your dream that dream you hardly remember what is it about, you hardly breathe you did not even talk to him but a slight of happiness crash your heart because you could face him up close, again
Winds blow, I long for you Remember I love you,, holding my beating heart "He is my love", told the moon Far away, I call for you Remember I love you,, wipe away tears with smiles "It's always him", whisper to the moon
It was so nice to see you today, I hope you do feel the same too .
need no need to do nothing just come to me i would like to keep following you but i am getting old and it's so hard as the way you look at me
today i wait the next day i decided to stop keep on that way
each second longing for you the memory keeps haunting me physical pain upon my chest do you know, i hope you know
i own that physical pain now do you know, i hope you know not i am afraid you might get worried i know you won't
each second longing for you the menory keeps haunting me midnight's anxiety waking up in the dawn 'I miss you' those words was screaming in me every night checked on my phone, our pictures do you hear me, perhaps
Last night I dreamt of you and me, it was beautiful. All things about you are always beautiful. Now, whenever I closw my eyes the tears fall and I rewind that touch of your palms on mine and today I miss you, again after those five months .
Early sunshine and blue sky I think of a terrace a terrace with two bodies facing the shy sun
Fluffy clouds and sparkling winds I think of a terrace a terrace with lots of rains
Petichor and greens around I close my eyes and take a long breathe I think of a terrace a terrace where we both fall in love
back then in April 2016 .
Today, I think of you again. All those songs pointed at you and me as I close my eyes you were there smiling at me and I touch your face. Something as simple as that and I realize you're all that I want and I keep going back .
i got to go, because if he see my face now, he might know my heart and if he got to know my heart, he will set distance he will go further then if he do go further, my heart will hurt my tears will fall again so he may not know
dreaming of just he and me he may never find out right before his eyes, i am breaking
what am i supposed to do, could someone please just take me away ?