i do get sad,
just like everyone else,
i do get mad,
& i do get glad.
the three basic emotions,
i seem to rotate.
it interferes with my
creativity.
i start sounding like a broken record,
& i could almost sense the eyes rolling back,
"here she goes again, with all that!"
it's a notion i get.
it's my insecurity,
the little voice in my head that tells me,
"you are not good enough for poetry!"
One of the symptoms of BPD I struggle the most with is, my distorted self-image. I get so insecure still trying to "fit in," and I also feel a slight cringe when I do because I am 30 years old; I feel stuck having a teenager mentality. I want to expand my creativity. (maybe i am helping others by just writting whatever comes to mind)
