Behind my smile you see everyday
Lies a mask I have hidden…
Hidden for years
A mask with all my fears
A mask with all my tears
The mask takes over my smile
When its just hard
Hard to control the pain
It’s easy to fake my smile
Easy to fake my laughter
But why not???
Why can’t I fake my tears about my feelings
It’s hard to control it once it comes down
When it rolls down on mu cheeks
Quickely out of the blue…
I always try to stop it
By spreading my smile all over my face
But I can’t
I just can’t stop it
Because the pain is so deep
It hurts to smile
Well! Certain sorrows never fade away
No matter how hard you try to throw it away
It’s Impossible to cover it with a smile
Hard to stop the stinging pain.
Until the heart stops beating
And the last breath is taken away ……