I'm searching for light in the shadows
Beyond where light ever goes
Because it's easier to look for it
Than to be blinded looking at it

There is nothing in here worth saving
Nothing worth taking or leaving
But I can't let go
I can't just go

Because there in the stillness
There in the panic and illness
I find me
A lost me

But it is still me in the mess
Just ignore the ssilent hiss and rest
Knowing I am
What I am

Because you are beyond my scars
You are beyond my stars
In your own shadow
Looking for windows

To send light into the dark of me