You've written these words without any promise
But at least I never lied claiming to be honest
I've never spewed hate sincerely with a smile
So don't just claim that I ever acted as a child
You sang the same song a million different times
You yelled them from the mountains while you were mine
So now as you whisper them to try to get back at me
You don't know the monster you've grown to be
This is probably an overreaction
to my fatal attraction
to the one that I'm lacking
And I swear I'm retracting
from this distraction
that couldn't stop acting
not even for small interaction
Although I'm a little impulsive
so I understand why you're repulsed and
I know that I'm a little aggressive
but you don't need to make me compulsive
to make sure I don't sound obsessive
It's just when you mess with
the direction
I'm heading
and you try to steer me out of my headwinds
I get a little upset and
I start to take it out on my writings
You sang the same beautiful song a million different ways
At this point I can't wait to hear what it'll sound like today
You sang the same song to me:
"It'll last more than "A Thousand Years""
"I want to be with him forever"
But, I've heard it all before and I know you're more intelligent than that.
So it doesn't bother me like it used to
or
This'd be a lot more angry, a lot longer, and would attack you.
But this isn't meant to be mean.
It's meant to make you think about what you've said
What you've done
And how I'm a human just like you
I feel just like you do.
I just don't feel towards you like you do me
In fact, I don't feel at all towards you anymore
It's just what I said it was
An attraction
That's it.
~Frank
