S Smoothie

S Smoothie Apr 2014

your sweet touch lingers in the memory of my skin
tiny pinholes of pleasure gasping for breath
the hardness of you pressed warmly against the hollows
the sheath laid to the floor
no barriers
all guards let down
acceptance of the inevitable
as you drink deep, what is offered so willingly
after a hard fought battle
pleasures escape from your lips lies caress my soul
and mark my heart for disaster
and in the warm panic of approaching ******
all confessions obtained by blunt and assertive force have been wrenched away from this guarded heart,
and yet nothing but the mechanics of your lips and fingertips linger
the warmth swept away by the cold resolution in piercing eyes now
rolled into cold disregard
and deadly ice sets upon blunt trauma shattered by the inevitable truth
the years fall away as a game of love versus lust is thrown to the dogs
and I exquisitely and completely assassinated by love,
one sweet blow at a time.

you get what you believe you wanted only to get what you really asked for. a right hook is the best defence of a left jab.

S Smoothie Apr 2014

sound the horn.

this is you kind of weather,the early morning cool air,birds chiriping,your **** in my mouth

S Smoothie Apr 2014

Don't speak

---!!!---

Don't speak of tragedy

like it was nearly avoided.

Don't speak of love

as if you never had it.

Don't live as if

we never knew.

Don't speak of me

as if I was no one.

Dont make ordinary

our extraordinary.

Don't speak of denials

or missed chances.

It was a once in many lifetimes

And now after so long,

our eyes meet.

I saw.

It was all there again

in your eyes.

Don't speak.

The sounds

only drown

in the waterfalls

falling from your lies.

--!!!--

S Smoothie Apr 2014

d*

d

Hold it.
Wrap fingers around it.
Squeeze gently.
slowly release.
Drag fingers downwards.
Twist slightly.
Slowly release.
Drag fingers upwards.
Downwards again.
Grip firmly
pull forward
Twist slightly upwards
Slowly release
Squeeze gently
Curl back
That's it
Now go faster
And repeat till you get the hang of it
and That's how you write the letter d
with correct finger placement.
Great job!

S Smoothie Apr 2014

conciously spinning

Consciously spinning
through my spaces
Looping in and out of you
where is logic?
Where is reason?
Inside this vault where
Secrets of you lie,
I find my reason for being
And my hope for death.
Two orbiting bodies Are we
eclipsed by the moon and sun,
never free but always on the run.
Set on a collision course of fate
Only we missed it by that much!

S Smoothie Apr 2014

break*

Love grows stronger as I grow weaker in my defence of you
The tides roll in dragging me deeper into the abyss of your love
The stars look upon a hopeless fool's devotion, hoping, guiding gently
I could hold the moon accountable, the way she shone in your eyes
The wind that carried the scent of you so unbearingly close
I won't leave this place in my soul for another
I have never succeeded enough
To put faith in our breaking ties.

S Smoothie Apr 2014

blurt

the blurts cut me more than ever.

ice and cold metal to my warm ferver

blurts of poisoned pain

they spatter me like paint on the floor

the colours change

but the pain moves the same.

flattend and spattered

pain on top of pain

blurt and blurt and blurt again.

hold that evil *******

swallow it down

I cant spread myself

any more than I am.